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upset

Apr 05, 2005 18:33

Hey everyone that cares.

I know that I have not been the most upbeat person lately. I just thought that you all should know why. My mom called me the other day to do her weekly checks on me and she told me that her brother is having heart problems and he is only 50. Then she went on to tell me that my dad's oldest sister has cancer and that she probably will not be living for much longer because she is in the hospital not doing to well.

I just don't understand why all of the bad things in my life have to happen at the same time that something wonderful is happening. I mean I have a wonderful group of friends, fabulous family and I have a man in my life that cares for me and doesn't ever want me to change but to always be true to me.

This is just one of those days that I wish I could lay in my room and never come out. I woke up feeling like shit and I have all this on me and then I have to deal with school and work and I just am not in the mood to be dealing with such bullshit at the moment.

Any way I just thought that those who are my friends and truely care for me should know what is going on and that is why I have been the way that I have been for the past few days.

peace.
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