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sometimes im so fucking emotional. and it feels so random. i hate myself sometimes.
i am going to have a 'C' in math. what the hell?
im the same person ive been. but ive compromised certain things. i like how i feel more often. but i hate how i might feel a few years from now.
ive always worried and stressed too much about things i have no control over, and wasted time doing this when i could be affecting the way things i do have control over will run. but no. i never learn. and im not learning. and i am procrastinating. and i am crying.
what the hell?
im in love. i should be happy. i am happy with that. why do i worry? there is nothing to be worried about. im absolutely ridiculous.
im handed the world, and i find something to complain about. leave it to me.
leave it to me.
one more week and life will be better. life will be so much better. sophomore year ive grown a lot. ive stayed the exact same. but ive learned so much from and about so many people. whether or not they are aware, most have changed my 'life'. it's odd to think about. my life a year ago, was not that of which i live now. and could never have been anticipated.
i am living a fairytale life and find ways to ruin it myself. forget the world.
life keeps on going. the grass will be green tomorow. the sun will come up, and the sky will be blue.
no worries. life is good. i need to one day learn to be happy without stressing. its just not healthy.
i am going to have a 'C' in math. what the hell?
im the same person ive been. but ive compromised certain things. i like how i feel more often. but i hate how i might feel a few years from now.
ive always worried and stressed too much about things i have no control over, and wasted time doing this when i could be affecting the way things i do have control over will run. but no. i never learn. and im not learning. and i am procrastinating. and i am crying.
what the hell?
im in love. i should be happy. i am happy with that. why do i worry? there is nothing to be worried about. im absolutely ridiculous.
im handed the world, and i find something to complain about. leave it to me.
leave it to me.
one more week and life will be better. life will be so much better. sophomore year ive grown a lot. ive stayed the exact same. but ive learned so much from and about so many people. whether or not they are aware, most have changed my 'life'. it's odd to think about. my life a year ago, was not that of which i live now. and could never have been anticipated.
i am living a fairytale life and find ways to ruin it myself. forget the world.
life keeps on going. the grass will be green tomorow. the sun will come up, and the sky will be blue.
no worries. life is good. i need to one day learn to be happy without stressing. its just not healthy.