Sep 08, 2005 18:24
hi.
Tomorrow's Friday
and let me say that I def agree with the
whole TGIF thing right now.
Well tonight is the season premiere of the
O.C.
yes. TV's greatest show is once again
airing tonight for it's
3rd season.
I'm sooo excited.
I am taking a break from watching
season 2 on DVD..which I watched for
the past hour.
One reason why I am excited tomorrow is
Friday is because Dave is coming home.
As selfish as that sounds...I'm totally
having separation anxiety.
I miss him so badly.
All this love and romance on the O.C.
is making me want to cry.
I mean you try spending an amazing
weekend with someone you're head over
heals in love with
and then have him go away on a retreat
with his school, and then both of you have to work
and shiot like that. so by the
time we see eachother again it will be a week
since we've seen eachother..and that feels
like an eternity.
Okay I kinda know how i'm sounding:
1) Like an obsessed girlfriend
2) Like a little fetus
As far as #2 goes...give me a gun please
but as far as #1 is concerned....isn't love
an obsession?
I mean...isn't being in love include
always having the person on your mind
day and night
and waking up from a dream that included them
wishing it was true
only because you were spending a single moment
with them.
Isn't being in love wanting to cry when
you see someone else kissing
or even getting in stupid little nothing
fights...just because you wish that you
could be as dumb as getting in stupid nothing fights together.
(not that i want to fight lol).
What I'm trying to say is...if all of these
are symptoms of being in love...than I'm guilty.
I'm sorry if I sound crazy.
But I am crazy in love with Dave.
Yeah.
I just ranted because I had a long ass day
and the one person I know I can always turn
to and bitch to..is Dave.
And while I'm hoping he's having a great time
I just miss him like hell.
So sorry if anyone feels like puking out
their brains.
But I just hope that you find someone you connect
with on the same level as I do with him.
I mean he's my best friend.
wow i'm so lonely.
*sigh*
i'm gonna go now
before I sound like I'm a REAL psycho path.
even if it is too late by now lol.
leave some love <3
cause lord knows I'm missing my true one...