hopeless RoMaNcE

[bl0ndexbarbie]

hello my lovelys ; ) today what a day... School wow everyday i'm always latee! uhmm im going for a record on how many times i can get sent down for DRESS CODE in a freaking week? No FliP flops girlies... =\ Yuh how about its real nice when Wilson asks who that * blonde * girl is like everday when i walk in. Deff bullshit because he knows exactly who I am, i danced with his fucking daughter Molly for like 5 years but uhm ok. whatever. How about i have no idea whats going on w. my homecoming plans & im real upset because my lovely designer Jessica McClintock's Co. cant get me my dress in the signature light pink. Ahh.. well i dont know what color to go with now =\ yuh and im torn between going with Luke, Jarret&Crystal,Elizabeth&Bollinger or the ladies..! UgH.. i wanted to go TANNING today but mm some dumb fuc wouldnt take me. Fredrick is a bitch ickk. Tommrow is the w0nderful game against Labrae & Lakeview @ HOME. Blaine is going to be there and im real excited i havent saw him in like a year =)I think Holly and I are going and meeting some of our lovely friends there! YaHie mmm Christopher Awiee..said he got his plane ticket tonight to ohio and that makes me soo happy!! Have you ever wanted something so bad but you were held back from everything you could be? We'll that is how i feel, its like im told to grow up but when you are restricted from so many things how can you...? Growing up is getting the freedom to learn and make decisions on your own and if you get hurt then thats ok... because in the long run that makes you so much STRONGER.Yuh so how about one of my BESTFRIENDS and one of my REALLY REALLY good friends are not talking to me uGh WHO KNOWS ? AH i need to stop taking people back that have hurt me so incredibly bad you dont even know.But me ASHLEY being the nice person i am i let them back in and go on like nothing is wrong & this is where i get screwed 0vER ! I've blocked certain people off from my life because im way better off without the DrAma.But on a good note ; ) i gotta wake up super early because im picking up Angela before school. Glad this week is 0veR .. off to go watch the news for the *curent event shizzel*
leave me something sweet <3 lOVerS!