Aug 03, 2004 23:10
My life is changing at a very rapid pace. I now live on 1st ave. I hate the small little house, but once I get my room done Ill be ok. I have the attic which is about the size of a small apartment. Its awesome up there and I set up my own little "love nest." lol. I find it to be quite an erotic hit...lol...My neighbors already hate me because I walk around the house naked, but they shouldnt have been looking in my windows anyway. Theyll get over it. The house is comming along so slowly, but I may like it in time.
My love life is scarce and far between, but thats how I like it. Feelings that I never thought would go away have and new ones have replaced them. Right now I am beyond confused and frustrated with *, but I guess thats my own fault for letting my guard down again.
I am starting at the new CVS next week. I will also get my raise soon and since ill be in photo, Ill be makin a few extra pennies...I guess this move is kind aexciting. I feel like my life is just starting all over. I actually made friends with someone I never thought I would. Well I guess it wouldnt be "friends" but there is now a mutual respect that was NEVER there before. Hopefully things progress with that.
Today I maxed out my debit card, however I have a very cute new wardrobe. As doesn Karen. I played fashion designer and went overboard lol. Our accounts are both hurting. But its cool. We needed that. I wont be getting my car anytime soon, but at least Ill look good when I do. of course by that time Ill be 50, but o well. Im going to bed maybe. I wont have a computer for a while so yeah. This is all ya get for a bit.