This time last year.
i don`t ever write in my journal anymore. i`m over this stuff. but i thought i would post this because it makes me crack up. exactly one year ago at this time i was so excited for what i was embarking on.. oh what a joke that is now.
((Tuesday))- I worked again 11 till 4. It was rough getting up after being wasted and getting like 8 hrs sleep. But I had fun at work. I know Nina had to work till 930 so I was really bored. I just sat at home looking to go out to dinner with someone. I called Shawna and her, Dylan, RUTH! and I went out to dinner at the Steakhouse. It was really yummy. I got home at 930. Talked to people online and then made plans with a friend. I hung out at my friends house from 12 til like 530. It was quiet interesting. (;
well.. it`s way more than over now. after all the lies and times i`ve been called a whore. after he`s told me he`s wanted to be with me and how much he liked me, after he had sex with my friend and his exwifey. after he`s denied, denied, denied. after all of it, exactly one year later, i would NEVER go back again. after every time i said i`d never go back and i did. i`m so happy to say that he`s the biggest loser i`ve ever met and i`m glad to finally kick him out of my life. go ruin some other person`s life. go make them feel less than human. use them. hurt them. and know you are doing it. let some other stupid girl fall for it because i sure the fuck did. and i know someone will read this and tell him, or he`ll read it himself, and bitch and moan about it, but i don`t care anymore. i`m done. YAY. I`m free. I`m free. Ohkay, now i`m going to bed. GoOdniGht*
((Tuesday))- I worked again 11 till 4. It was rough getting up after being wasted and getting like 8 hrs sleep. But I had fun at work. I know Nina had to work till 930 so I was really bored. I just sat at home looking to go out to dinner with someone. I called Shawna and her, Dylan, RUTH! and I went out to dinner at the Steakhouse. It was really yummy. I got home at 930. Talked to people online and then made plans with a friend. I hung out at my friends house from 12 til like 530. It was quiet interesting. (;
well.. it`s way more than over now. after all the lies and times i`ve been called a whore. after he`s told me he`s wanted to be with me and how much he liked me, after he had sex with my friend and his exwifey. after he`s denied, denied, denied. after all of it, exactly one year later, i would NEVER go back again. after every time i said i`d never go back and i did. i`m so happy to say that he`s the biggest loser i`ve ever met and i`m glad to finally kick him out of my life. go ruin some other person`s life. go make them feel less than human. use them. hurt them. and know you are doing it. let some other stupid girl fall for it because i sure the fuck did. and i know someone will read this and tell him, or he`ll read it himself, and bitch and moan about it, but i don`t care anymore. i`m done. YAY. I`m free. I`m free. Ohkay, now i`m going to bed. GoOdniGht*