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sooo... im back on my feet.... i was sick yesturday and my eyes have been bothering me, at first i thought i had pink eye which i dont! but they are just really pinkish and bloodshit kinna... but yeaa... the nurse said its prolly from stress and being tiredd whihc i am stressed cuz of this stupid regionals crap....im soooo ready for it to just end.. so i can have fun again!! lol... but yeaaa today was pretty good i was relaly tired all day.. and wasnt feeling 100 percent but whatever.. i saw luke which always makes me feel better haha... but yeaaa the after school we went and got tj ( me , lanna and lea ) then we wnet home and yeaaa i prety much just bummd at home and then went to target w/ nick( my lil brother ) and we went on a brother sister date! it was cute cuz we usually dont hang out.. and like we went to target ( luke was working we went xmas shopping && got some burger king sooo basically it was a grreat night! specially cuz i got to see luke again.. lol but yeaaaa i dunno my dad was supposed to call me to go out to lunch today... which im pretty bummed that he didnt cuz it would of meant a TON to me.. .if he would just call me once in a while and be like hows life?! or to see how cosmo is goin and to wish me goodluck for regionals.. i dunno just that kinna stuff would be amazing to kno that he actually cares.. but whatever... it makes me really upset sometimes when i really start to think about it.. but there nothing i can do... unfortunately! but whatever... im fine.. just kinna heart-broken i guess... its like a pernament pain tho... sucks... but whatever....so yeaaa today was decent...
so i really like luke... lol he makes me so happy and like at times it seems like he would do anything for me, just as long as im happy! and like yesturday wen i was sick he went to my teacher and got all my notes and stuff and asked his math teacher how to do a problem that he didnt understand in my hw.. and came over and taught me how to do it.. and like i dunno!! got all my books that i needed outta my locker and drove them over to my house ( wen he lives the opposite direction! ) & he like just walks in , kisses me on the forehead and helps me.... i love it! awwwww okay... im done... <3333 lol but yeaaa i just thought i'd let u kno how special he makes me feel...! i love every minute of it! :) sooo yeaap! i like him.. lol haha oka
soooo ive been thinkin alot about my cali friends///sista! and i realized how much i missed them and that the reason im not feelin well is cuz im "home-sicK" cuz ( me+cali+my sista//cali friends= HOME SWEET HOME! lol... i dunno i just really miss them and everything there... i seriously think cali is where im supposed to live... not illinois! who lives in illinois! its cold... ewww! iT WAS LIKE -4 degrees today! <- not cooL!!!!!!!!! i hate the cold weather!!!!!!! whatever!!
okay weLL i have some hw... plus im expectin a phone call in like 3 minutes :) <3333it makes me really upset sometimes when i really start to think about it.. but there nothing i can do... unfortunately! but whatever... im fine.. just kinna heart-broken i guess... its like a pernament pain tho... sucks... but whatever....so yeaaa today was decent...
so i really like luke... lol he makes me so happy and like at times it seems like he would do anything for me, just as long as im happy! and like yesturday wen i was sick he went to my teacher and got all my notes and stuff and asked his math teacher how to do a problem that he didnt understand in my hw.. and came over and taught me how to do it.. and like i dunno!! got all my books that i needed outta my locker and drove them over to my house ( wen he lives the opposite direction! ) & he like just walks in , kisses me on the forehead and helps me.... i love it! awwwww okay... im done... lol but yeaaa i just thought i'd let u kno how special he makes me feel...! i love every minute of it! :) sooo yeaap! i like him.. lol haha oka
soooo ive been thinkin alot about my cali friends///sista! and i realized how much i missed them and that the reason im not feelin well is cuz im "home-sicK" cuz ( me+cali+my sista//cali friends= HOME SWEET HOME! lol... i dunno i just really miss them and everything there... i seriously think cali is where im supposed to live... not illinois! who lives in illinois! its cold... ewww! iT WAS LIKE -4 degrees today! <- not cooL!!!!!!!!! i hate the cold weather!!!!!!! whatever!!
okay weLL i have some hw... plus im expectin a phone call in like 3 minutes
so i really like luke... lol he makes me so happy and like at times it seems like he would do anything for me, just as long as im happy! and like yesturday wen i was sick he went to my teacher and got all my notes and stuff and asked his math teacher how to do a problem that he didnt understand in my hw.. and came over and taught me how to do it.. and like i dunno!! got all my books that i needed outta my locker and drove them over to my house ( wen he lives the opposite direction! ) & he like just walks in , kisses me on the forehead and helps me.... i love it! awwwww okay... im done... <3333 lol but yeaaa i just thought i'd let u kno how special he makes me feel...! i love every minute of it! :) sooo yeaap! i like him.. lol haha oka
soooo ive been thinkin alot about my cali friends///sista! and i realized how much i missed them and that the reason im not feelin well is cuz im "home-sicK" cuz ( me+cali+my sista//cali friends= HOME SWEET HOME! lol... i dunno i just really miss them and everything there... i seriously think cali is where im supposed to live... not illinois! who lives in illinois! its cold... ewww! iT WAS LIKE -4 degrees today! <- not cooL!!!!!!!!! i hate the cold weather!!!!!!! whatever!!
okay weLL i have some hw... plus im expectin a phone call in like 3 minutes :) <3333it makes me really upset sometimes when i really start to think about it.. but there nothing i can do... unfortunately! but whatever... im fine.. just kinna heart-broken i guess... its like a pernament pain tho... sucks... but whatever....so yeaaa today was decent...
so i really like luke... lol he makes me so happy and like at times it seems like he would do anything for me, just as long as im happy! and like yesturday wen i was sick he went to my teacher and got all my notes and stuff and asked his math teacher how to do a problem that he didnt understand in my hw.. and came over and taught me how to do it.. and like i dunno!! got all my books that i needed outta my locker and drove them over to my house ( wen he lives the opposite direction! ) & he like just walks in , kisses me on the forehead and helps me.... i love it! awwwww okay... im done... lol but yeaaa i just thought i'd let u kno how special he makes me feel...! i love every minute of it! :) sooo yeaap! i like him.. lol haha oka
soooo ive been thinkin alot about my cali friends///sista! and i realized how much i missed them and that the reason im not feelin well is cuz im "home-sicK" cuz ( me+cali+my sista//cali friends= HOME SWEET HOME! lol... i dunno i just really miss them and everything there... i seriously think cali is where im supposed to live... not illinois! who lives in illinois! its cold... ewww! iT WAS LIKE -4 degrees today! <- not cooL!!!!!!!!! i hate the cold weather!!!!!!! whatever!!
okay weLL i have some hw... plus im expectin a phone call in like 3 minutes