just a thought

[bl0nde0ne5]

as i sit back and look on the last 4 years of high school it kind of scares me that its almost over. in these past 4 years i have made mistakes and done stupid things, but i don't regret them because all of those things have helped make me who i am. i wondered why i got mad at the stupid things and why i made some of the choices i did, but in the end it was just because it was an experience. i have the most wonderful friends ever and they know that i love them very much. i will miss all pity parties in the bathroom and the random phone call just to say hey. i will miss everything about how we are. there has been all the drama and the petty fights, but i think that they just made us stronger. i know who my true friends and that they don't judge anything about me. i know that we won't all be together next year, but you will still have a place in my life no matter if your at a different college or just still at high school. i have met some of the most amazing people in these last 4 years and if i would have listened to my gut then none of that would have happened. i've learned that you can't please everyone so don't waste your time trying. i can finally say that i am 100% happy with everything about me, my life, my friendships, my family, and my relationship. i have an amazing boyfriend that i know loves me very much and i now know that it's possible for things to not be based on looks. i could never trade my life for anything. there are always going to be bad points and bad people that come along and try to bring you down, but in the end you realize that what you have is worth being happy over. i have no regrets about living my life the way i have and i am glad that i have had the experiences. so i would say i hope the rest the year is just as good, but i know that it will be better.

-alana-

"we're the class of 2006 its finally our time to shine so just go crazii and have the time of your life"