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I reach out towards people. I put in an effort- much more of an effort than is ever received on my end. That in itself makes me lonely. just lonely.
also let's consider the fact that I hate humankind, so the people I do try to bond with mean at least a speck of something to me. I know that I am awkward in social situations. but now it has followed me into every day life. it's a weirdness that I can't seem to conquer, even though the weirdness is me.
what did you do when this ugly feeling overcame you? when it overcame you every night?
also let's consider the fact that I hate humankind, so the people I do try to bond with mean at least a speck of something to me. I know that I am awkward in social situations. but now it has followed me into every day life. it's a weirdness that I can't seem to conquer, even though the weirdness is me.
what did you do when this ugly feeling overcame you? when it overcame you every night?