im sorry it took me so long . . . [to come around]
yesterday was fabulous as far as im concerned. i got up at around 9 o'clock and went downstairs and had oatmeal for breakfast [the kind with the little dinosaur eggs that hatch when the water gets really hot]. then i went upstairs and commented in some people's journals and ma informed me that we were going to yoga at 11. so i threw on some really comfy clothes and some flip flops and walked down, had a cup of coffee, and joined ma. the car ride was fun, we didnt do much, i think we picked on some people, it was fabulous. lol well that says alot about my character? yoga felt great that morning. i had messed up my back last weekend [u have no idea how old i felt] and it had been bothering me at school so yoga really did it for me yesterday morning. then i got home and did jack shit and then got dressed in real clothes and went shopping at target with ma and got the clothes and perfume for the kids in the orphanage. then we went home and i was supposed to be cleaning my room but i didnt and ma went out again and dropped me at WiNK where i painted a dish with one of my flawless girls on the front and -<3- abby on the back. i think im going to give it to E, shes always supported my art. or aunt skip [the one who made me the purse] shed like it... im going back to do a garden tic-tac-toe set for oma and opa sometime. BIG NEWS: i got offered a job at WiNK! how cool is that?! its my favourite haunt besides a coffee shop and i can stay there all summer! its especially nice in the summer because they have sunlight streaming through the numerous windows along the front and it hits the yellow walls and makes me drunk with artistic happiness. wow, thats just too cool. so now i have two job offers for this summer. one to work at the rock wall and one for WiNK. the rock wall would be fun, and id get a tan, but i think im going to choose WiNK. and if i make enough this summer ill be able to get a Jeep!! dad said if i can pay for the car [i want a really old beat up wrangler] that hed pay the insurance and gas for awhile until i could get a (semi-)permanent job at which i could have a constant flow to the gas account. so exciting! so that was really cool. then after ma picked me up from WiNK i went home and put on some frumpy clothes and babysat next door. they were half an hour late and so i got to finish 'night' and start on 'dawn' ... ok, so thats not the best set of books to read in a foreign drafty house late at night in semi-darkness but hey, i got it done -- so its forgiven. im still really shocked by the concentration camps. i hadnt but the brutality of the inmates unto eachother into consideration or even of the cold, which id think would be obvious. in my big [pimp] llama fur coat i got in the market when i went to france, i was still freezing!! and i had to have dad get me new shoes in switzerland because my feet were freezing and cracking in birkenstocks, how terrible that eliezer had no shoe on the foot struck nearly with frostbite... dawn its making much sense so far. im on page 5 and sort of lost. i dont get how a palestinian ties into this... but anyway. ill re-read it, i was half sleeping anyway. i have to put on some clothes and clean my room and study up a bit for my bio exam, which im dead scared of. ok -- so the pre-test didnt really bother me cause towards the end i was like 'screw it' and didnt even read the question and put down random answers but my semi-ok average aside, im totally in the dark about some of the things were supposed to know on that exam review we did in class. damn. well i have to go, <3 to you all.