thunder.....0_0
it's justin's birthday, today. it's cool, cause i know it's been a good birthday for him and stuff...and i'm happy that he's having a good day. i just...feel kinda depressed, cause i highly doubt mine will be good, at all. the past 2 birthday's have been completely ruined by something completely rediculous. why shouldn't this next one be just the same? ::sighs::. i just hate feeling so pessimistic, all the time.
i'm still kinda sick. which sucks...but...oh well. it's not that bad. :0)
i think i might be actually getting a new fucking pair of shoes, tomorrow. HOLY FUCKING CRAP! hehehe. no more sore arches from walking around all day without padded shoes...
i need to buy school supplies. AND MY SCHOOL BOOK. i guess i'm getting that stuff, tomorrow, as well.
ok...so...once again...we aren't going to the concert we wanted to go to. no ozzfest, this year. :0( mom said it would be better just to plan for next year, and stuff, that way her and dad could get a hotel room, and everything would work out a little better. arrrggghhh!!! i made josh PROMISE me we could go to see soulfly, next month, though. cause they kick ass. so...i guess it's not ALL that bad. ^_^
um....i'm really fucking bored, right now. i'm thinking about calling someone, and telling them to come rescue me. haha. but...i'll probably just be a jackass, and sit around all day, as i always do. ugh....
this halloween, i wanna do something REALLY fun. last year, all we did was went to amanda's party. which would have been AWESOME had i not been depressed the whole time, while everyone else was off getting high. i just sat in the road, with a bottle of wine, flipping people off while they drove down the road. :0\ i really don't want it to be like that, this year. i wanna do something cool. and i'm NOT going to hang out with any fucking buzz kills. cause i know how THAT would turn out. i'll probably just hang out with a few people (just a small group of friends, that i trust not to fuck the night up), and just have fun for once. :0)
AAAAARRRRGGGHHHH! josh's birthday is coming up REALLY soon, and i have NO idea what i'm doing for him. 0_0 i really need to start working on shit for him...
aaaanyway....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUSTIN!!!
i'm still kinda sick. which sucks...but...oh well. it's not that bad. :0)
i think i might be actually getting a new fucking pair of shoes, tomorrow. HOLY FUCKING CRAP! hehehe. no more sore arches from walking around all day without padded shoes...
i need to buy school supplies. AND MY SCHOOL BOOK. i guess i'm getting that stuff, tomorrow, as well.
ok...so...once again...we aren't going to the concert we wanted to go to. no ozzfest, this year. :0( mom said it would be better just to plan for next year, and stuff, that way her and dad could get a hotel room, and everything would work out a little better. arrrggghhh!!! i made josh PROMISE me we could go to see soulfly, next month, though. cause they kick ass. so...i guess it's not ALL that bad. ^_^
um....i'm really fucking bored, right now. i'm thinking about calling someone, and telling them to come rescue me. haha. but...i'll probably just be a jackass, and sit around all day, as i always do. ugh....
this halloween, i wanna do something REALLY fun. last year, all we did was went to amanda's party. which would have been AWESOME had i not been depressed the whole time, while everyone else was off getting high. i just sat in the road, with a bottle of wine, flipping people off while they drove down the road. :0\ i really don't want it to be like that, this year. i wanna do something cool. and i'm NOT going to hang out with any fucking buzz kills. cause i know how THAT would turn out. i'll probably just hang out with a few people (just a small group of friends, that i trust not to fuck the night up), and just have fun for once. :0)
AAAAARRRRGGGHHHH! josh's birthday is coming up REALLY soon, and i have NO idea what i'm doing for him. 0_0 i really need to start working on shit for him...
aaaanyway....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUSTIN!!!