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SO Elli didn't come to school today.She left me here to have a heartattack for all the people.
I read stevie's journal.I'm going to write this so he isn't embarresed alone.I feel the same way he does.I feel so bad that he doesn't think anyone REALLY cares about him.I feel the same way.People surround you everyday.Some your friends.SOme your enemies.That doesn't mean they will always be there.My friends and family always tell me they care,but do they really?would they do anything for me?Would they always be there?I waste so much time worrying about what is going to happen to me and what is going to change that I don't focus on spending the time with what I have.I can't.I know it will all change one day.Something will happen to take my happiness away like always.It is like I'm never suppose to be happy.I mean ya I'm happy sometimes...but everyone is.I'm not happy on the inside though.Everyone thinks I'm a oipen-book when they don't know half of what I feel.I need someone to understand how I feel.I can't explain it to myself or to other people.They have to just understand.I haven't found that person yet...Come find me.
I read stevie's journal.I'm going to write this so he isn't embarresed alone.I feel the same way he does.I feel so bad that he doesn't think anyone REALLY cares about him.I feel the same way.People surround you everyday.Some your friends.SOme your enemies.That doesn't mean they will always be there.My friends and family always tell me they care,but do they really?would they do anything for me?Would they always be there?I waste so much time worrying about what is going to happen to me and what is going to change that I don't focus on spending the time with what I have.I can't.I know it will all change one day.Something will happen to take my happiness away like always.It is like I'm never suppose to be happy.I mean ya I'm happy sometimes...but everyone is.I'm not happy on the inside though.Everyone thinks I'm a oipen-book when they don't know half of what I feel.I need someone to understand how I feel.I can't explain it to myself or to other people.They have to just understand.I haven't found that person yet...Come find me.