The lost

[bkwrdreflektion]

You define it
you search for it
you Find it

Then...

I lost it, and it remains lost
though I know exactly where it is
...its just out of my grasp

...and it wont move closer to my outstretched hand...
....................it just drifts............................

Comments

[heartfellsilent]

Josh, bro, I love you. The lost sometimes don't come back, but that change doesn't encompass ones life as a whole...although hard, we must realize that somethings when we lose certain things, it's is not one's fault but something one has no control of...even though it hurts more than anything one has ever felt it doesn't provide the only meaning and joy in life, and we must some how think past just the single event and try not to have somewhat of tunnel vision, but see the whole...the fact that that thing isn't the sole purpose you're here...the only thing that gives you joy...the reason for you...the only thing that you have to love or gives you love...

It would be wrong for me to say i know exactly how much the dagger hurts, but i do think i can relate pretty well...and i have had to deal with loses indirectly and directly...you need to know you can stand independent from that thing, but also can stand dependent on the ones who love you as much, believe it or not it's true...

What if that thing that isn't there anymore had never came along in the first place...Would you have still be a son of God, have two best friends that love you like nothing else, be an excellent public speaker and debator, on your way to be a successful person in life, done as well in school, in sports, have grown to have a lot of the other things you care about...the answer is definately yes...some things leave and you have no control over that...but be it a big or small thing, you always have more to come to and be with...that would be like you blowing up my mcv and me not still kicking your ass in red alert; it just doesn't happen...well partly because your my bitch, but also because of the point that there is always more to the past present and future and that one thing big or small...don't let the biggest thing in the world wreck your entire past present or future...

definitely come by the dorm tomorrow after your class...I love you brother and need to talk to you about this...even if you don't want to talk it's cool, but we atleast need to hang out...

The biggest thing in the world isn't half of everything you've got...look at the big picture...Peace out bro...love you much