Apr 30, 2004 10:05
I see: my live journal
I need: to go camping
I need to find: a better job
I want: a new truck
I have: the best girlfriend in the world
I wish: i had a beer right now
I love: warm summer nights
I hate: cold rain
I miss: going to shows
I fear: being alone
I feel: wanted
I hear: birds
I smell: minty gum
I crave: the dance floor!
I search: THE SEARCH IS OVER!!!!
I wonder: if she feels the same way...
I regret: NOTHING!!!
OK..so over the past few weeks i have become extreamly happy with life mostly do to being with kelly she seriously gives me reason to wake up in the morning before i was with her i was down and didnt want to get back up but now i find myself doing things i normaly wouldnt do. (as in being active)
tomarrow is kelly's birthday and i dont know what to get her yet, she says she doesnt want anything but all women say that my brother and maryann have given me tons of ideas as to what she might like. i know she likes going to plays, but the only thing is she has a party planned for friends tomarrow so thats going to have to wait for another weekend, but as of right now i plan on taking her out to breakfast when she gets off of work in the morning and then dinner later that night after she gets some sleep, and then party. i want to take her down to boston on newburry st and and just say "go nuts shopping" but im not sre if she would feel comfortable shopping with me there? its kinda funny cuz when she did tell me one thing she wanted , she said "a bottle of absolute please" i laughed.although i will get it, and another thing she wanted she said her dad would get it for her, so im stumped!
and we are going to her fathers on sunday for cake and icecream shes all nervious about me and her father meeting cuz i guess he doesnt like boys or something along those lines, but what guy with a doughter could blame him, hes only wants the best for his lil'girl....i just hope i meet his standards, me on the other hand am not nervious at all, altho im sure i will be when the time comes closer, but i think we will be alright, im sure cutting my finger off is worst the her father, cuz i havent met a father yet who doesnt think im one of the best guys in the world.