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So, what's new? I've been for about a week in Bialystok. Officially, it's summertime <3 From the beginning. I passed 2 of my exams for driving a vehicle. Checked. Sadly, I haven't passed my practical test, I'm so embarrassed *digging a hole in the ground to put my head in it* Nevertheless, my matura is finally over! 20/20 x 2 in english - yupi! About that- I was so stressed out. Dunno why. I'm hopeless -.-
I think I managed to please everyone. I've met with Hare to drink and watch Hikaru&Nagy (<3), met with Mocchan, Tsuna and Hibari to watch Pirates of the caribbean on stranger tides. Movie - sucks Johnny- rocks. That's all I guess. Final episode of Gossip Girl was so great. I though I'm gonna cry! Yeah, I know, Prince and all but Chuck. I felt like my heart broke in half. He loves Blair so much! I guess this was the best final episode of any series I've ever watched. I was like oh and ah and wtf and omg and WHAT?! and fuck and omfg *confused and excited* The last episode of 90210 - disappointing. Nothing special. Raj is cute, but Naomi being pregnant - what a cliche -.- Le of Supernatural - boring boring boring and then bam! Cass being a badass. He totally turned me on! Omg, Cass a God. Oh yeah, please be mine. Mrrr. Tough and mannish ouuu.
So back to my meetings. I met with my Karolajn too. She's really gorgeous when she's in love. I guess I'm a little jealous. She makes a really great couple with her boyfriend. It's nice to see her so happy, so careless. She often feels depressed, but since she met him she's exhilarated. I think he's the one for her. We spent some time together during Juwenalia and even though I haven't managed to get inside (I know, dumb) I had a marvelous time with her friends on the before party. I hadn't felt very well at the begining (I don't like people I've met not so long time ago),but I felt comfortable later on. On the Juwenalia I met with Magda. She offered to give me a ride back to my home. I was greatful. I hate buses (germs and all, bleh) Sadly, she lost her phone. Can you imagine living without it? I was terrified. We couldn't find it anywhere, but I had a genious idea to write a text on her number. The day after that someone called me and said he had the phone and he can return it. Uff. awesome! On the weekend Magda took me to her house. We ate a lot (kfc, pizza, ice cream, lay's) I dunno how my stomach didn't explode ; O We watched Butterfly effect , because she haven't seen it! I was like omg. I had only one word - education education education. The movie was awesome. I didn't remember it in details so it was a satisfying experience to both of us. Anyhow, the trip was awesome <3
One day I helped my friend in his polish matura presentation. He had to do it in one day and he hadn't had any word written ; O We figured it out in 2 hours and he got 19/20. I'm a God, seriously Cass, we can work together *full of herself*
I met with Sunny too. I don't know how he does it but when I'm incredibly mad he always finds a way to make my day. I was pissed off, fucking komuna changed timetable and I had to walk to him. He called me and asked when will I get to the prearranged spot and I said "when I'll be there I'll let you know" in angry tone. I must've made him sad and he said with disappointed tone: "oh, I see. You're in a bad mood". That made me even more frustrated and before I had a chance to think of something smart I said "If you don't want me to meet with you I can go home right now". I though he wants to see me only if I'm in a great mood. But when I managed to meet with him he just look at me, hugged me and said with a sad tone: "why did you yell at me? what happened, sun?" and all my troubles went away. I was totally calmed down. Nothing really mattered. I started to explain everything, but I was already peaceful and he said "It doesn't matter". Huh, suprprisingly it really didn't. "Grzesiek missed you, let's go, we'll meet with the guys" and he took me in his arms to embrace me and before I noticed I was flying around him like in some stupid movie. Like a minute ago I was so angry, sad and exhausted and a minute later I was over the moon laughing loudly. He's one of my best friends. I guess I would be Drama Queen forever if it wasn't for him. We talked for a little while with our friends and after that we went to Sunny's home. "I'm so tired I want to go home" "Oh please, stay. I'll drive you home later" "Okay". My resistance equals zero. Sunny isn't a huge fan of Coldplay,but he downloaded a whole discography and played it only because he knew I love them. Hearing my laughter and seeing my content face he said "I guess I'm about to like them too". That's called a real friendship!
Anyhow I met with my Martusia and we spent together 3 days. We were eating junk food and watching movies with Ashton, for a millionth time Notebook (we were crying for about thirty minutes, how girlie is that, eh. but noah loved her so much and ohh.. <3), the lamest movie ever - Cinderella Story (oh shut up! we love chad, it can't be helped) and some episodes of Glee. It's a great show, totally! I wish we had more time, but all in all it was awesome. We ate a meal from american chinese restaurant and it was delicious <3 We met with our friend Kevin, but he changed a lot and I don't think he's the same guy I liked my whole life...
So, I packed all of my things from my home in Bialystok. I guess it was a rather sad experience - closing one chapter in my life, opening the other one. After I returned to my house in Karpowicze I packed up again and went to my old school friend Ewa. She's sometimes a bitch, just like me. Since when I can remember we've always felt better with guys around so we only had male friends. They're more.. simple? I dunno, we hanged out with them a lot, because we didn't like spending our time with girls. But we argued a lot, call each other names and it was a really love-hate relationship between us. All in all it was great to meet her. We drank few beers, watched Forrest Gump (it's somehow "our" movie, we love it) and talked for hours.
And I'm home again. Head full of plans. Now I'm reading Breaking Down. I guess it's not really that good but I've read only 210 pages so I'll comment on the whole saga after finishing it. After that I'm gonna catch up on my series and when I'll have a flow I can finally finish my story(!). A lot of work ahead of me. But having time only for myself it's something I really missed. I like meeting with my friends but .. hmm.. I'm used to being on my own. Series, books. It's the world I can't abandon for a long time. It's calling, summoning me. I know it's stupid, but I can calm down and do whatever the hell I want. It's the most important thing <3
Oh, and Bartek called. I guess he's having some problems in his life. He always calls me when something's wrong. It's really comforting that I'm probably the only person that can help him. That he needs. He wants me to visit him asap. I'll got to Krakow to do the bureaucracy and I'm gonna stay for a few days with him. He said he really needs to talk to me. Oh my, we haven't seen each other since autumn. I missed him and everything, but I've changed and I dunno if he'll like it. He's such a critical bastard. Hmm.. Yeah, it's gonna be great ^^
I think I managed to please everyone. I've met with Hare to drink and watch Hikaru&Nagy (<3), met with Mocchan, Tsuna and Hibari to watch Pirates of the caribbean on stranger tides. Movie - sucks Johnny- rocks. That's all I guess. Final episode of Gossip Girl was so great. I though I'm gonna cry! Yeah, I know, Prince and all but Chuck. I felt like my heart broke in half. He loves Blair so much! I guess this was the best final episode of any series I've ever watched. I was like oh and ah and wtf and omg and WHAT?! and fuck and omfg *confused and excited* The last episode of 90210 - disappointing. Nothing special. Raj is cute, but Naomi being pregnant - what a cliche -.- Le of Supernatural - boring boring boring and then bam! Cass being a badass. He totally turned me on! Omg, Cass a God. Oh yeah, please be mine. Mrrr. Tough and mannish ouuu.
So back to my meetings. I met with my Karolajn too. She's really gorgeous when she's in love. I guess I'm a little jealous. She makes a really great couple with her boyfriend. It's nice to see her so happy, so careless. She often feels depressed, but since she met him she's exhilarated. I think he's the one for her. We spent some time together during Juwenalia and even though I haven't managed to get inside (I know, dumb) I had a marvelous time with her friends on the before party. I hadn't felt very well at the begining (I don't like people I've met not so long time ago),but I felt comfortable later on. On the Juwenalia I met with Magda. She offered to give me a ride back to my home. I was greatful. I hate buses (germs and all, bleh) Sadly, she lost her phone. Can you imagine living without it? I was terrified. We couldn't find it anywhere, but I had a genious idea to write a text on her number. The day after that someone called me and said he had the phone and he can return it. Uff. awesome! On the weekend Magda took me to her house. We ate a lot (kfc, pizza, ice cream, lay's) I dunno how my stomach didn't explode ; O We watched Butterfly effect , because she haven't seen it! I was like omg. I had only one word - education education education. The movie was awesome. I didn't remember it in details so it was a satisfying experience to both of us. Anyhow, the trip was awesome <3
One day I helped my friend in his polish matura presentation. He had to do it in one day and he hadn't had any word written ; O We figured it out in 2 hours and he got 19/20. I'm a God, seriously Cass, we can work together *full of herself*
I met with Sunny too. I don't know how he does it but when I'm incredibly mad he always finds a way to make my day. I was pissed off, fucking komuna changed timetable and I had to walk to him. He called me and asked when will I get to the prearranged spot and I said "when I'll be there I'll let you know" in angry tone. I must've made him sad and he said with disappointed tone: "oh, I see. You're in a bad mood". That made me even more frustrated and before I had a chance to think of something smart I said "If you don't want me to meet with you I can go home right now". I though he wants to see me only if I'm in a great mood. But when I managed to meet with him he just look at me, hugged me and said with a sad tone: "why did you yell at me? what happened, sun?" and all my troubles went away. I was totally calmed down. Nothing really mattered. I started to explain everything, but I was already peaceful and he said "It doesn't matter". Huh, suprprisingly it really didn't. "Grzesiek missed you, let's go, we'll meet with the guys" and he took me in his arms to embrace me and before I noticed I was flying around him like in some stupid movie. Like a minute ago I was so angry, sad and exhausted and a minute later I was over the moon laughing loudly. He's one of my best friends. I guess I would be Drama Queen forever if it wasn't for him. We talked for a little while with our friends and after that we went to Sunny's home. "I'm so tired I want to go home" "Oh please, stay. I'll drive you home later" "Okay". My resistance equals zero. Sunny isn't a huge fan of Coldplay,but he downloaded a whole discography and played it only because he knew I love them. Hearing my laughter and seeing my content face he said "I guess I'm about to like them too". That's called a real friendship!
Anyhow I met with my Martusia and we spent together 3 days. We were eating junk food and watching movies with Ashton, for a millionth time Notebook (we were crying for about thirty minutes, how girlie is that, eh. but noah loved her so much and ohh.. <3), the lamest movie ever - Cinderella Story (oh shut up! we love chad, it can't be helped) and some episodes of Glee. It's a great show, totally! I wish we had more time, but all in all it was awesome. We ate a meal from american chinese restaurant and it was delicious <3 We met with our friend Kevin, but he changed a lot and I don't think he's the same guy I liked my whole life...
So, I packed all of my things from my home in Bialystok. I guess it was a rather sad experience - closing one chapter in my life, opening the other one. After I returned to my house in Karpowicze I packed up again and went to my old school friend Ewa. She's sometimes a bitch, just like me. Since when I can remember we've always felt better with guys around so we only had male friends. They're more.. simple? I dunno, we hanged out with them a lot, because we didn't like spending our time with girls. But we argued a lot, call each other names and it was a really love-hate relationship between us. All in all it was great to meet her. We drank few beers, watched Forrest Gump (it's somehow "our" movie, we love it) and talked for hours.
And I'm home again. Head full of plans. Now I'm reading Breaking Down. I guess it's not really that good but I've read only 210 pages so I'll comment on the whole saga after finishing it. After that I'm gonna catch up on my series and when I'll have a flow I can finally finish my story(!). A lot of work ahead of me. But having time only for myself it's something I really missed. I like meeting with my friends but .. hmm.. I'm used to being on my own. Series, books. It's the world I can't abandon for a long time. It's calling, summoning me. I know it's stupid, but I can calm down and do whatever the hell I want. It's the most important thing <3
Oh, and Bartek called. I guess he's having some problems in his life. He always calls me when something's wrong. It's really comforting that I'm probably the only person that can help him. That he needs. He wants me to visit him asap. I'll got to Krakow to do the bureaucracy and I'm gonna stay for a few days with him. He said he really needs to talk to me. Oh my, we haven't seen each other since autumn. I missed him and everything, but I've changed and I dunno if he'll like it. He's such a critical bastard. Hmm.. Yeah, it's gonna be great ^^