May 28, 2005 00:49
Well yesterday was senior goodbyes and it was really sad,im going to miss a lot of people .But i think the most would be Luara,Krystina,Lonna and julius.They all had amazing things to say to me and i was suprised people even said somethin about me lol.I think there though is one person where i frendship has grown so big and we have become even tighter and tighter and were able to talk to each other lol.I know she might think this but one day when she said to me "zack i really dont like the way people are treating you" meant a lot to me and also when she said that i was talented and am going to get really far (cause i have only had her and one other person ever say that to me at new world) .Everyone basically told me the same thing but in their loving own way which i thought was amazing that they finally told me . David estevez is going to be sticking around for a while but i mean he means so much to me as a person and a freind (not as much as others...)but he does.Krystina i dont know what im going to do without (we still have our summer though).And laura WHAT THE FUCK.....Most people like julius,lonna,liz im going to all see in ny since i go up all the fucking time .But its really sad that i have all these people wjho i really care about seeing them go.There are some who i want to go ,who always brought negative energy to my surroundings and i dont like that.I mean i luv everyone but sum,it would be nice for a change.
Im really excited for the summer i still have toi pack all my shit for a fucking month ,but that wont take too long lol.Btp awaits me and so does ny,i think i will have onbe of the most amazing summers of my life.
Connection next year is going to be the SHIT man its gonna be amazing,great cast and such amazing people .Small and good and will be a lot easier without so many people .And people just need to know,its has nothing to do with politics,nothing to do with favoritisim its just what the director feels and who he thinks will be best for so and so.I got a lot of shit for getting in but i just said FUCK YOU.....Well the music next year Guys and Dolls and i think it will be fun,cant wait to audition for 42nd street and that.
Next year my goal is to be in level 4 ,most people dont think it will happen but im going to work my ass off this summer.I hate it how people think so low of people,(hopefully next year it will change).I just wish i was more respected thats all lol.Well im off to bed,oh nad i got a SIDEKICK 2 which is amazing.
Lonna
Krystina
Julius
Laura..............YOU GUYS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME