Depressed.
I was in a superb mood today.
I was super psyched about watching John Park perform today but apparently, I lost that mood.
You see, I went to check out my korean news and what news did I have glaring back at me?
'Jae Beom is not returning to 2PM.'
Totally ruined my mood immediately.
I have tears in my eyes as I write this post.
My tears are a mix of disappointment, frustration and sympathy.
Disappointment.
I am disappointed that JYPE has to drop this bomb on us at this time when everyone least expects it.
I am disappointed that Jae Beom may have done something else to hinder his return.
I am disappointed that nobody is sparing any thought for the other 2PM boys.
Frustration.
I am frustrated that all this time, if JYPE knew that it was impossible for Jae Beom to return, they should have just told us.
I am frustrated that I have to see netizens reacting badly to this again.
I am frustrated that the boys will have to go through hell again.
Sympathy.
I am sympathetic for the 2PM boys who must have carried as much hope as anyone else.
I am sympathetic for the fans who had hoped that 2PM will be united as its original 7 again.
Most of all, I am upset that Junho will have to go through the loss of someone from the team.
Junho's most proudest moment was when everyone was together.
He was upset when Jae Beom left.
And now that this has happened, my heart goes out to Junho and he rest of the 2PM boys.
To Jae Beom:
I don't know what happened that made JYPE come to this sort of decision.
And, to be honest, I don't need to know because it is none of my business.
But, I want you to know that as news of this travels, people might hate you for doing what you did.
Some might even think that you did it because you don't want to return to 2PM.
I would hope that you wouldn't bother about their comments and live your life to the fullest.
Somehow or another, I do know that you will miss 2PM as much as they will miss you.
Jae Beom, you will always be a part of 2PM and I will never forget you.
I wish you the best of luck and if ever, you return to 2PM...
I would smile and welcome you back.
As for the boys of 2PM, chin up and be strong!
There are people who will always be behind you no matter what happens.
I know this is something that will affect you guys but you have to be strong and do what you guys do best.
I know that Jae Beom would want to see you guys take Korea by storm so, don't give up and continue to be the 2PM we all love.
Jae Beom, Good luck in all your endeavors and rock on with your b-boying!
2PM, saranghaeyo!
2PM, hwaiting!
P.S: Junho ah, cheer up! I don't want to see you upset because it pains me to see you that way.
Smile! Because that's what you do best and it always brightens my day. :)
I was super psyched about watching John Park perform today but apparently, I lost that mood.
You see, I went to check out my korean news and what news did I have glaring back at me?
'Jae Beom is not returning to 2PM.'
Totally ruined my mood immediately.
I have tears in my eyes as I write this post.
My tears are a mix of disappointment, frustration and sympathy.
Disappointment.
I am disappointed that JYPE has to drop this bomb on us at this time when everyone least expects it.
I am disappointed that Jae Beom may have done something else to hinder his return.
I am disappointed that nobody is sparing any thought for the other 2PM boys.
Frustration.
I am frustrated that all this time, if JYPE knew that it was impossible for Jae Beom to return, they should have just told us.
I am frustrated that I have to see netizens reacting badly to this again.
I am frustrated that the boys will have to go through hell again.
Sympathy.
I am sympathetic for the 2PM boys who must have carried as much hope as anyone else.
I am sympathetic for the fans who had hoped that 2PM will be united as its original 7 again.
Most of all, I am upset that Junho will have to go through the loss of someone from the team.
Junho's most proudest moment was when everyone was together.
He was upset when Jae Beom left.
And now that this has happened, my heart goes out to Junho and he rest of the 2PM boys.
To Jae Beom:
I don't know what happened that made JYPE come to this sort of decision.
And, to be honest, I don't need to know because it is none of my business.
But, I want you to know that as news of this travels, people might hate you for doing what you did.
Some might even think that you did it because you don't want to return to 2PM.
I would hope that you wouldn't bother about their comments and live your life to the fullest.
Somehow or another, I do know that you will miss 2PM as much as they will miss you.
Jae Beom, you will always be a part of 2PM and I will never forget you.
I wish you the best of luck and if ever, you return to 2PM...
I would smile and welcome you back.
As for the boys of 2PM, chin up and be strong!
There are people who will always be behind you no matter what happens.
I know this is something that will affect you guys but you have to be strong and do what you guys do best.
I know that Jae Beom would want to see you guys take Korea by storm so, don't give up and continue to be the 2PM we all love.
Jae Beom, Good luck in all your endeavors and rock on with your b-boying!
2PM, saranghaeyo!
2PM, hwaiting!
P.S: Junho ah, cheer up! I don't want to see you upset because it pains me to see you that way.
Smile! Because that's what you do best and it always brightens my day. :)