Oct 29, 2009 01:06
Seriously.
I have no idea what I should call him.
Ok, I may like him, but I may not.
Is he an eye candy or my crush?
Certain things to note if it was done because he DOES like me and notices me.
1. He and his group member came over to my table to do their project because they needed the power socket behind my chair. While other groups were doing their presentation, I recognized a clip they used. Freedom Writers. The movie that I wanted to watch. I said that outloud. And, if he WAS trying to catch my attention, I think he answered me or tried to talk to me... But, Guess what? I was such a dufus to not reply.
2. He went out to the vending machine to get 2 packets of chilli chips. He came back in. Gave one to his group member and opened the other for himself. A few minutes later, he asked if I would like to have one. I politely said no but started to think... If he DID like me, then... wasn't that an act of showing some affection?! Since, he obviously didn't offer any to the other girls around me.
3. A group went up to present on Disney princesses (I know, WTH?!). So, I saw my beautiful Aladdin princess character that goes by the same name as me. I was cracking up with Debbie about the pictures of Aladdin and Princess Jasmine whom in my opinion was me and Yunho. So, he was casually standing behind my chair commenting on the Disney Princesses too with his group member. (Cute, huh?)
Eye Candy: Oh, I think Ariel is pretty.
Group member: Oh, I think so too.
Slide changes to a picture of Princess Jasmine.
Eye Candy: I think Jasmine is quite pretty too.
Group member: I think she is ok lah.
If he DID like me, that was an obvious compliment, right?! (Or, I may be thinking too much...) But, hey, if I think of this logically, why did he have to stand behind my chair to say that? And, why did he have to mention it after I loudly proclaimed to Debbie, "OH! Look! Its my picture!".
So, its up to this point where I wonder, is it all just a coincidence or he likes me? I remembered we first acknowledged each other's presence in secret during the first term. But, now? Maybe he has been secretly liking me, and I have been too. Or, this may just be a silly assumption I cooked up.
To which is true, I don't know.
Only time will tell and God knows.
If we're meant to be more than classmates, than, we're meant to be, right?
If we're not, than, we're not.
I live it up to God.
Over and out!