Speechless!
There arent any words to describe the joy that I have felt since Friday. Things, people, thoughts and everything else has changed in my life. I can honestly say that I know who He is and that He is with me NMW. I feel new, and all of the emptiness, sadness, stress, and fear that I once felt, I no longer feel. I am ready for whatever is headed my way. I've asked my Lord, to change everything in my life that doesnt please him. I am willing to change anything because now I know what I am living for. I wish you guys would have been there. I know you all would have felt the same way. Thankfully I took two girlfriends and about four guyfriends who can say that their lives have changed. I am totally happy for them. I wish I hadn't wasted those two years though. But oh well. I can start now. Once again, I am where Im supposed to be. Everything happens for a reason. I know probby most of you wont understand, but thats okay, because hopefully someday you will. I love you guys :)