optimistic?
I had a pretty horrifying nap-dream today. My grandfather was driving, and also in the car was my mother, father, and I. Everything was going fine until I remembered that my grandfather is dying, and when I looked over, I saw him as he currently is. He accidentally veered over the edge of a cliff of a ravine. It took us about 40 seconds to finally hit the water, all the while I'm telling my folks to prepare for the impact. When we finally hit, the collision knocked my parents and my grandparents unconscious. I got out relatively easily, but when I was out, the car rotated so that I had to break the windows to get in to help them out. Time was on the lock and I started crying because I didn't think I could get them out in enough time. Before I woke up, the only person I successfully got out was my mother.
Fucking odd.
Fucking odd.