Photographer's Block: Low-Pro Life (5th Anniversary of "Going Pro")
(1st sketch for the 5th anniversary entry)
(2nd sketch for the 5th anniversary entry)
Five years ago today, my point and shoot days officially died (or cease to exist). I pushed point and shoot camera over the limits of what it could do using my creativity, that was something I was too scared of letting go of the time. To be known to do so much using so little, even to do this day it's still kind of unheard of. I regret not getting into using a D-SLR sooner, I also regret not using my father's SLR after all this time. I sensed that I could control more when I first used it, but I could admit that it took me a little 2 years to be in full control of the camera. Basically the camera was controlling me more than I was controlling it, it takes while before you could me the boss of something. After 2 D-SLR's (the first one died after months of usage), I could comfortably say that I have a slight idea of what I'm doing.
(Taken from the 1st rough sketches for the 5th anniversary entry)
Ever since I've been using the D-SLR, I've been taking photos of others less. I used to have multiple people ask me for photos, but that decreased heavily. Little projects here and there, but nothing too dynamic. A album cover for indie group that nominated to be nominated for a Grammy, I was a part of that. But the real gem is the collaborative work I do with my partner. Inspired by the chemistry by some of our musical mentors as duos (preferably Daft Punk, Gorillaz & Justice). Often frowned upon by some who don't understand, but applaud by other photographers since they understand how hard to find a stable model. It's hard to be creative if nobody sees your vision, but it's easier if the both of you dare to be different. Our goal wasn't originally to be different, it was to be creative. You don't have to attractive to catch someone's eye, you could be just your everyday person. And I think that was the spark with our collaborations, because it gives you some sense of closure.
(Taken from the "blackberry" session from our fruit selection)
I'm honored to be some sort of inspiration to others, it really does make me feel good to know that my work showed them a new light. Of course there are those who are more experienced than me, but I never let it be the reason to feel belittled by their work. I don't believe in "better" photographers, I believe in the learning from the experiences that you've gained. I do not copy or imitate others work onto mine, the most I would do is reference them as a tribute or homage towards them. I understand that most photographers want recognition and that's fine, I thought it was something that I wanted but turns out that it wasn't. I would still like to remain away from the limelight even to this day, because I'm still learning every time I pick up my camera. I can't ask for nothing better than that.
(Final sketch for the 5th anniversary entry, chosen to be selected for entry)
Notes
1. Originally titled as "History"
2. All the photo in the last pic were from my old point and shoot, showing how things have changed.
-naokai/bkaii