Here i am again
Here i am again, had a good sleep feeling icky though gonna stay home tomorrow, its just easier. probably gonna stay home all week, i am running low on money so have to careful. I will get some reading done, almost done with "rescuing Jeffery" Its about a 17 year old that dove in a neighbors pool and got the same injury Chis Reeve had. It makes me be thankful for what i have, things could be so much worse I always have to keep that in mind. with my brain i can go anywhere and do anything. I hope i use it wisely. Had 2 doghtnuts this morning, thats gonna be it for the day. I hate having my period, i wish i could just have a doc take everything out. Its so hard for me to deal with. Everone is quiet inside pretty much so thats nice for a change. just sitting here listening to Christian radio on MSN. give me strength to keep going lord, i need you, even tho i feel i dont deserve your help or understanding, hold me up let me feel your presence in me's grab my hand and pull me through. Help me find friends that will be there, and want to spend time with me. Help me do things that i know i need to do to be healthy. Don't let me hide to long