Apr 29, 2007 17:06
okie okie okie..
yall gone b very mad...
i went ova Skys house fridai nite [sat. mornin @ 2 sumin].. n we was chillin in her house.. n i was so0o blowed [but aint want her ta no] so im all tryna act normal [not high] but i cant member ne thang i wanted ta sai. so i asked her how she felt fa me.. she said..
Sky: Cris im in love with you, i love you and i want to be with you
Me: wut makes u so0o sure u want me?
Sky: [points at heart]
Me: ur self?
Sky: [point at heart again]
Me:o0o0o ur heart?
Sky: Yes.
Me: well how du i no u aint gone drop me again? wut if we goin out months from now n u juss drop me? idk if i can take dat Sky
Sky: trust me Cris!
Me: [o0o gees face]. okay Sky!
n then wen it was tyme ta go home i kissed her.. n we was kissin fa a gud hot ass min. o0o gees it felt so0o0oo0o0oo gud ta have her lips n hands on me again. not only did dey feel gud but they felt o0o so0oo rii.. i mean dunt get me wrong Lauren has a nice touch but Sky's is juss amazin [might b cuz im in love wit her ass]. Her hands all on mah waist n ass n up my hear rubbin mah body. o0o gees.. lmao..
i thought we was gone du it on her couch ahaha... but den she pulled away n was lyke.. "cerfew Cris.. u no u gotta go" so she walked me outside.. n i got in my car.. n ehhhh it juss o0o gees.. mayne im happy but im scared.
i no, no wun wants me ta b wit her.. but she has my heart.. ive been waitin fa alomst a year now.. n now finally she is ready ta b wit me. I have ta go where my heart at. It wudnt b rii fa me ta b wit Lauren n b IN LOVE wit Sky.. its not fair ta me n its not fair ta her..
Killa KeKe..sai "risks r ment to b taken"
n she is rii.. so ima take tha risk of followin my heart.. [wish me luck]. Wut i wanna du is date Sky for awhile.. lyke go out ona date [which we have neva done b4] n juss start "talkin talkin" again. ta get catch up n ish. i aint been able ta talk ta Sky bout dat cuz we bof been busy. so0o hopefully 2nite ill b able to.
I miss her so0o much.. gawsh i love her!!!
so0o bottom line..
Crista + Lauren = Friends!!
Crista + Sky= in love
i told Sky i wanted to b numba 1 in her lyfe.. n she said "wasnt it like that wen we were on gud terms?" n i said "yes".. n she said so there u go..
awwwwwwwwz ima b her numba wun.
besos...
♥