problems..again.

Oct 16, 2005 10:39

yea.. i hate this. i walk into school with layers of eyeliner and black bracelets and black nailpolish, and there are grls that stare at me. like i`m a leper! or something! and i`m sick of it! i don`t give a crap what they think but they care too much of them making me feel bad about not wearing pink, not being a double D, and not into what they like all the time! or popen my collar, or on dress down days ppl .. just its gay! ppl are gay! and i am like some of those ppl. i like some things they may like too! like i love guys, and sk8rs, and all this shit that ppl don`t even care about because they see what i wear or look like and won`t take the time ... i also hate school work! thnx to school i wasn`t able to go out and do shit this weekend!! and i hate it! i was asked by a buncha ppl if i was goin to do somethin this weekend! and i said nope, studying! ugg. and i may study for like 5 nights in a row and i still get low grades, and i suck at hs... and then there are the guys who don`t know how insensitive they really are!! and i can`t find a single decent guy anywhere.. and i hate it !! i keep trying and trying and i don`t get a long with like anyone... there is the st. joes dance like in 5 days i think.. and i am goin to try harder to find a guy than i usually do.. just.. w/e.. life. is. just. bull. shit.
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