music
usually music helps right? well for me anyway. I started playing "Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring" and I'd just sorta think about things and have the music as background. I forget I'm playing piano and I usually make less mistakes that way. But this usually makes me feel a lot better. This time it made it worse... i have no idea why. I just came back to reality and started messing up and it was frustrating, i couldn't think, and if i did, it would be depressing, and yup it sucked.