Once upon a time....
hatI'm back. I know I said that I would never return to this place but I guess I could not stay away. I finished high school, I accomplished so much. Four years at Governor's School has left me feeling empty. I am glad to be away from that place, but I wish I could return for one week and relive every great moment that has taken place there. That place was my home, my life for so long. I grew up, I died, I lived, I breathed, I cried, I tried suicide, and through all of that I came out on top.I had a crazy junior year, which made me immerse myself in art and the power of catch and release. I'm finally getting the chance to let go of it. Its time to move on and live without the twisted safety that it provided me. My life has changed some much in a month that I feel I don't know who I am anymore. I was an artist, a teen who was confused but now I am something all together different. I can't really explain it I just know I am no longer this person that stepped outside those gates for the final time. I have nothing left to hold onto except for my friends but even then their story has finished with me. I wrote my last chapter single and happy to be it. I promised myself that the last month of school would be great and it was. Now I am going to college and living this life that I did not completely plan. Its okay, I won't be depressed so much. Life is just beginning, I just have to remind myself of that every afternoon when I wake up and see that I am not that kid who moved in 3 weeks ago. Well my tale is done, I feel better. Tomorrow will be better and I won't love anyone then. Tonight I love that guy who changed my course forever. I love him for taking my innocence. I love him for being an asshole for so long. I loved him and that's all that matters.