It still scares me even though....

[bjrep10]

So I found out today the most terrifying thing ever. No matter what happens I never would think of something that has become a reality. This is a new year, new ideals, and inevitably new people to meet. I'm leaving very soon and there is no turning back. I have found myself after 3 years of searching and I'm glad that I found it now before I leave my friends. In a month I will fly up to audition for colleges and then I will find out if this career is really something that I would like to do. I will see the "big apple" and know that I belong there with everything characteristic that is uniquely mine. I can't wait to go to college, but I can be patient long enough to get as memories in before I have to walk across that stage on May 25th.

I'm being brave by not letting anything pull me down. The ultimate test will be if that ideal will stand when I get back to school.

I am strong.