State of Emergency
I'm tired of studying and I felt the urge to write. So I'm writing about nothing because the usual will only depress me more. I have become aware of some much that now it seems that this year was pointless in a sense. The repetition seems to remain a favorite action of mine. I think I have learned this time. I think I may not make so many mistakes this time around. I recognize their flaws, I see their imperfections and I know that I am no better but for my own sanity I will veer away from them for a period of time. I'm not quite sure as to what to do next. I am not completely free of them but soon I will be. Its my new mission to move on, leave them and this situation in the past. I will never forget the hurt but I won't allow for it to happen again. I guess this is an entry about reflection and my new found appreciation of humanity. I just realized that I cannot keep going on like this for the rest of my high school career. There comes a point where the bullshit seems not to be worth the energy and pain anymore.
They are the bullshit, not I.
They are the bullshit, not I.