(no subject)
Things are falling into place. I may be moving to Seattle in the spring. We'll see. School is doing well. I'm excited. Chris and I have started to look at engagement rings. He's going to ask me soon. I'm so thrilled. I told him I want to talk to my cardiologist about babies (not for now...for in the future). He wasn't certain that I would be able to live through pregnancy with my heart the way it is. :( My health has been going down hill. I'm tired all time, still. My heart aches to rest. My blood pressure is so very low. I'm sick of being tired all the time. I'm sick of my heart racing all the time. I'm sick of blacking out. This conversation started out happy...in truth...I'm really sick. I don't know how much longer before my surgery. I'm scared. My heart hurts all the time. I just want to have a healthy heart...