birth
it is my cousin's birthday today. it is mine on sunday. i am going with jeremy to see Beck and Le Tigre tonight.
people always ask me what i do on my birthday and i usually go to the movies by myself all day. i also get really depressed and want to be alone. but that won't happen this year, the going to the movies part of it because i don't do that anymore. after my Million Dollar Baby/The Aviator breakdown that I had months ago, I don't see movies in a theatre with a crowd anymore. so we'll see what happens.
i would like to have a bbq and people over to go swimming sometime soon so we'll see what happens. i am going to watch Dancer In The Dark alone without anyone else around to fuck it up.
both Chris' still have to decide whether they want the mystery box of an item which i have already told them about for each of their birthdays.
i'm going to be 24 in about 55 hours and their are so many things i have not done that so many of my friends have. that depresses me.
i decided last night that at a certain age, (i have not picked the exact age yet but it will be a time late in life) and if i'm still alive (which is not likely), i am going to abandon all my friends and not see them ever again. i don't want to see them get old and sick and die. i don't think i could handle seeing the few people i love waste away.
...and Wyatt sent me this a while ago and it was very strange because it actually was acurate:
http://www.comclub.org/lj/fsquiz.php
people always ask me what i do on my birthday and i usually go to the movies by myself all day. i also get really depressed and want to be alone. but that won't happen this year, the going to the movies part of it because i don't do that anymore. after my Million Dollar Baby/The Aviator breakdown that I had months ago, I don't see movies in a theatre with a crowd anymore. so we'll see what happens.
i would like to have a bbq and people over to go swimming sometime soon so we'll see what happens. i am going to watch Dancer In The Dark alone without anyone else around to fuck it up.
both Chris' still have to decide whether they want the mystery box of an item which i have already told them about for each of their birthdays.
i'm going to be 24 in about 55 hours and their are so many things i have not done that so many of my friends have. that depresses me.
i decided last night that at a certain age, (i have not picked the exact age yet but it will be a time late in life) and if i'm still alive (which is not likely), i am going to abandon all my friends and not see them ever again. i don't want to see them get old and sick and die. i don't think i could handle seeing the few people i love waste away.
...and Wyatt sent me this a while ago and it was very strange because it actually was acurate:
http://www.comclub.org/lj/fsquiz.php