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What a whirlwind of emotion. Right now my mother, of whom I love deeply, is getting sliced open for major surgery. I'm a mess. I'm petrified. I'm overwhelmed. She left for surgery at 5:30 this morning. I don't know how long it will last or when I'll know if she's ok. Afterwards, she's outta work for at least two weeks. I just want her here. I want her to be ok and I've never been this close to anyone who's had major surgery. Brent's still job hunting like a mad man. Though, with the loan his grandma, he is out of debt. THANK THE GODS! Now, if my mom is ok, he finds a job with great pay and we get a place things are set. How do I get there though?
So much drama. I hate drama. I don't need people imposing/or apposing me or guilting me. No doctors. NO worries. If only the world was such a perfect place. If only I still prayed.
So much drama. I hate drama. I don't need people imposing/or apposing me or guilting me. No doctors. NO worries. If only the world was such a perfect place. If only I still prayed.