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Sometimes I like to just come on here and write for no reason and to no one in particular. I guess I think that maybe somehow by writing on here I can fill some sort of emptiness inside. I don't know exactly why I feel that way, and it's not that I'm in a particular bad mood or anything, it's just that lately I've had to come to terms that I'm usually not that happy (but happiness is just an ideal anyways), but that I'm ok with that. Still I'm sitting here and out of boredom missing all my friends and all the good times from the past, and it's only going to be harder from here on to stay in touch. I think what I really need is to become better friends with my family because up to this point I've always considered my friends to be closer to me than them, but eventually they'll go their seperate ways too. Ok well this is starting to sound too much like my old posts of a time I'd rather not remember and yet still sometimes miss. So I hope anyone that reads this is having a good time right now, and if not hang in there--we all get through it together somehow. Until next time stay fit and have fun.