May 22, 2009 06:13
Lol! I do, too bad my previous partners didn't. I remember when I turned 26 wondering if this is all love was ever going be. Meet awesome chick. Spend lot's of time getting to know her and build a relationship with her. A year or two later some "friend" comes along, they fuck, and I get to find out about it a month or two later. I freak. And everything comes to hault. I spend the next few months being utterly depressed wanting to end it all. The world. Myself. Everything.
Wash. Rinse. Repeat.
Am I making the same mistakes? Or do I have a sign on my back that says I am so open minded I don't mind being fucked over? Oh well the past is just that.
As for the present...well it rocks. I have the most awesome person in my life right now. She makes me happy and she has my heart. She can have it all if she wants.
I love you Holly Samulcek.
monogamy,
writer's block