feeling
I don't know what is this feeling, I feel that something is stuck in my throat , I'm shaking,feeling cold,have tears in my eyes .I can't control it and all I can do is biting my lips snd blinking rapidly...
Shit shit shit .
this feeling is coming and going for like 20 minutes right now.
I know that I can't control it ,I can only manage to keep up the appearance because I'm in public!!!
but writing about it helps.
its good to feel that I'm not alone when I'm surrounded by people that I dont feel close to.
That's one of the reason that I dont want to stay here. Since I came here I had these feeling.and sometimes I had to put my head between my head and breath deeply to come back to normal.
That's one of the reason that I want.to go back home!!!
I cant wait fot that day!!
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Shit shit shit .
this feeling is coming and going for like 20 minutes right now.
I know that I can't control it ,I can only manage to keep up the appearance because I'm in public!!!
but writing about it helps.
its good to feel that I'm not alone when I'm surrounded by people that I dont feel close to.
That's one of the reason that I dont want to stay here. Since I came here I had these feeling.and sometimes I had to put my head between my head and breath deeply to come back to normal.
That's one of the reason that I want.to go back home!!!
I cant wait fot that day!!
Posted via m.livejournal.com.