its bad
its not good i just think that i can have all the time in world and cant get enough from reading bj fic and its so baddd cause iam addicted to them i cant focus to other things iam just wasting my time to find another fic and there is always another one and another and... i cant focus my studing i cant even focus on my life wow thats so pethetic and every time i decided to not doing it anymore it just get worst its like iam starving for reading or watching qaf infact iam spending my whole tim behinde the ca,puter to find them .and thats becaause qaf was the first thing that i saw and had a powerfull affect on me it was full of emotion and sex that i hadnt experience before and that was to much i couldnt handel actully this show change my view about gay people and iam the only one in my family that support gay people and it just seem that noone can understand them oh god its just too much i hope i get over it i dont want to give up reading or watching it i just want to slow down it it would be great