Mementos-Justin's POV-immediately Post 308... (NC-17)

[plumsuede]

Here's a post 308 fic I wrote for flaming_june. Oddly, it could stand alone or both precede and follow EAO--didn't happen on purpose that way, just happened.
Title: Mementos--Justin's POV
Warning: NC-17
Feedback: Sure!
Setting: immediately post 308...

Comments

[vedaprophet]

It was in that first vulnerable moment between the two of us again that I knew for a fact that he loved me.

and

I wanted to stop right then and there and tell him that I was sorry for everything, for hurting him, for ever thinking-or making him think-that I didn’t know that he loved me. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t do anything that might take that beautiful smile off his face. In many ways, the seduction was over at that moment; the chase had ended. Something was different in him and in me. I didn’t know what it was. I just knew that it had never felt better. Now, when he’s gone on a business trip, or I have to fly back out to L.A. for a few days to appease Brett, it’s still one of my top three jerk-off daydreams off all time.

Good God. It's so real, that first vulnerable moment in all it's delicious glory. Justin wishing he could confess and purge himself of the guilt, but choosing to absolve himself with his body instead, knowing that it's how Brian needs and wants it! *sighs*

I was the idiot for ever thinking I wasn’t the star

[plumsuede]

the second coming

that was amazing feedback, but did you have to bring religion into this. Of course, b/j is practically a religion. What am I saying. xoxxo

[ragingpixie]

mm, that was visual. i enjoyed it, thanks.

[plumsuede]

thanks!

[msjudi]

Delicious lovely and sexy ;)

[plumsuede]

thank you sweetie! xoxoxo

[msjudi]

Seriously, I'm in love with your writing and your grasp of Brian and Justin... I wish CowLip paid attention to your LJ! (I know, I've said that before, but it's sooooooo true!)

[plumsuede]

you can now have my babies.

[sandstorm63]

Can you be under the wheather a lil' more often? It gives birth to brilliance.....lol

[plumsuede]

it seems that way doesn't it? it's the b/j blankie i wrap myself in.

please see icon. kthnx.

[kinneyluver]

Pleasant dreams for me tonight! : )Thanks Plum!!!

[plumsuede]

no problem. you're quite welcome.

[gsyh]

It just occurs to me that plum rhymes with mum.

Goodnight plummy!

[plumsuede]

It just occurs to me that plum rhymes with mum.
so does cum. lol ;-)