Everything at Once, Chapter 9-Denial-Brian POV-NC-17

[plumsuede]

Here is the next installment of Everything at Once.
Title: Everything at Once-Chapter 9-Denial-Brian POV
Warnings: NC-17 & this is an intense chapter.
Disclaimer: the usual suspects
Appreciation: You all need to hug my beta-girl kinneytay after you read this. She gets all of my unedited erotic angst. Feel her pain, and then go download her vid to

Comments

[plumsuede]

I'm so glad you liked the dream. I'm so sad if you are upset. I don't want you to be upset. I gave you some 'woo hoo' to make you happy. Please tell me the woo hoo made you happy?

[plumsuede]

“Get your hands back on me.” *dies* (in a good way)
*evilgrin**evilgrin**evilgrin**evilgrin**evilgrin**evilgrin**evilgrin**evilgrin*

[kitkatbyte]

AWW! THAT WAS SO GREAT! I loved the little metaphors, like Put Brian Kinney and Justin Taylor in a bed and stir. The directions are on the….back….of….the…box.. The dream was incredible. It had so much interesting detail, and had me really thinking about the meaning of it all. I really loved the picture of Gus standing in the elevator smoking a cigarette. It's so randomly dream-like but yet might tie into the thing later about Gus becoming like Brian. Wonderful job! Oh, and the sex was hot. Thanks!

[plumsuede]

Thanx. I'm so glad you liked it. I really want to see what people's interpretation of the dream is because my two betas who read it had very different interpretations from my thoughts--it was really very interesting. Maybe I'll do something about that in my journal after the holiday or something. I'm glad you like the little tiny metaphors I stick in. And Gus smoking a cigarette is just fucking eerie, isn't it??

[kitkatbyte]

I really want to see what people's interpretation of the dream

OH! OK here you go!

In the first phase of the campaign, Mr. Kinney, we're going to use some of these images you see here to familiarize the customer with your product

Advertising campaign -- obviously this is because of Brian's profession, it's something he's familiar with so that's why it's incorporated into the dream.

AHH, but what IS his product?

I can't even look at what they are showing me. I don't have to. I know what it is. I don't even fucking want to think about it.

My first thought is that the "product he has to offer" is his heart.

Justin is late. He's never late. Why the fuck is he late today? This is important. He should be here. Why the fuck isn't he here?

So yeah, it took Brian awhile to find Justin, because of the whole age difference thing, Justin wasn't there -- for some of that time, he didn't even exist. My little hypothesis is strengthened by this next part..

Apparently we are business partners.

YEP!

we'll move into the second phase of

[plumsuede]

HMM. Well it's all very interesting but after trying to dissect it i realize just how little of a clue I have.

Very, very interesting.... That was very cool to read. There is no absolute interpretation of the dream. Your ideas about What is his Product?--ah, I love your insight.....

with their ideas of love and how Brian likes it the unconventional way instead.
I love the way you said that. very, very cool interpretation.
Then I think -- why Gus?
MMMM, why Gus? yes, yes, yes
Basically, I can say this. It has no set interpretation, and I don't think it's meant to. It means something to me with regards to the story, so I can't go into that now as I would like to. However, it is very lucid and strange and who knows.......

We can flesh this out more when I put this baby monster to rest!

[u2_grrrl]

OMG, they are SO fucking MARRIED! LOLOL!

They should just stay in bed forever, life would be a LOT less complicated for them both.

This was fucking HOT! Thank you!!

[plumsuede]

OMG--you ARE alive!!!!!!! I left a random comment in your LJ the other day because I was getting worried about you.

Thanks. OMG, they are SO fucking MARRIED! If that's how you felt, I'm so happy. That's how I wanted you feel, I guess. A little erotic intimacy before the holidays. Yum. ;-)

[u2_grrrl]

I see your message, and do plan to properly respond to it. But right now I have a mailbox full of CRAP. New U2 came out today, and I am on 8 zillion U2 mailing lists, each with its own set of people coming out of the woodwork asking, "Is the U2 tour coming to MY TOWN???? (whiiiiinnnnne)" No tour dates have evn been announced yet. Fucking newbies.

You really do write the best sex ever. And you write the best "inside Brian's head". I adore your Brian. He's such a woobie!

[plumsuede]

No worries! You don't have to worry about that. I'm just glad you're okay. And that you enjoyed the woo hoo--and Brian is such a woobie and that is so TOP SECRET, you know???? That's what makes it so fun to write. heeheeheehee

[plumsuede]

Jesus Christ, that was hot. Whew. It was...wow...I just wish I was Justin Taylor...although I'm a girl...for one night. Ahhh..
You and me both. What I wouldn't give to be Randy Justin for one Saturday morning. Thank you so much. I'm so glad you found it, um, stimulating...

[danelle9118]

Very damn nice... I just love this more with each chapter... loved the dream... completely confusing and all over the place but that's exactly the way dreams are and why it was a nightmare to Brian... he's so afraid of losing Justin for good... that he won't come back to him... *sniff*... just so sweet.

[plumsuede]

thank you so much!!!! I'm glad to know you enjoyed it.