Thoughts from the Other Side...
So many times I have wondered if there is a chance that I am wrong in my thoughts about her...
I wonder about the time that I have spent, and I wonder if there is any chance that I am right...
Then I think about what has been shared and I am lost at the thought of leaving... lost at the thought of walking away... lost at the thought of loving her...
Then I wonder about the times that I am not myself... will she ever understand how hard it is for me... will she ever know that truth... will she ever let herself understand it?
All I can say is that I hope that you fall sometime... fall hard and understand the importance of being loved, and loving... understand that I am only one person who wants to change the world...
I can't do it alone... this we are assured... I tried it for a while... and I didn't make it...
As I move forward, I wonder what the chances are... and I am amazed... I am confidant, I am scared...
Until the next time we meet...
I wonder about the time that I have spent, and I wonder if there is any chance that I am right...
Then I think about what has been shared and I am lost at the thought of leaving... lost at the thought of walking away... lost at the thought of loving her...
Then I wonder about the times that I am not myself... will she ever understand how hard it is for me... will she ever know that truth... will she ever let herself understand it?
All I can say is that I hope that you fall sometime... fall hard and understand the importance of being loved, and loving... understand that I am only one person who wants to change the world...
I can't do it alone... this we are assured... I tried it for a while... and I didn't make it...
As I move forward, I wonder what the chances are... and I am amazed... I am confidant, I am scared...
Until the next time we meet...