Its been awhile
It definatly has been a long time since I have been in live journal. I have been going through alot. Im not sure if i had mention of my step dad having cancer. the sadest day was march 11,2007 when he lost his fight with cancer. now he is in heaven watch over my mom and i. I MISS HIM SO MUCH! some of the people that i thought were there for me was when it happened. then others said they would and said that they were sorry now cant face me now because its hard for them or thats what they say. the one thing he told me was he wanted me to get back to having a life with my friends. but some of those friends that said they understood what i had to so now i dont hear fro b/c i had to put my life on hold for my family. so now i am trying to adjust to get back what life i can again. I would never want anybody to go through what i had to go through and be there when a man that has been like a father to me for 15yrs pass away and i was by his side with my mom helping her through this. so now i just take one day at a time and hopfully my friends will come back around. that is all for now.
til then...later
til then...later