why cant things just work out for me
This is so tiring. I am so sick and tired of hearing people say go on and go out and meet people. It is not as easy as people are saying. I have classes, work and tryin to keep it together for my parents I think i am going to fuckn loose it. Another thing is I feel like I am drowning here trying to get over him but I just want to understand why does he do this to me all the time. Why cant I just forget about him and move on why cant I have two healthy parents and not have to worry all the time about the what ifs. I just feel like crawling into a hole and not coming back out for a very long time. If anyone has any advice for me please let me know of it.