as time goes on it does get easier but u still do miss
i realize as time does go on it does get easier of not having the feeling of calling him or texting him or seeing him. But i still do miss him and it is the little things that we use to do together. maybe i took the wrong advice. I was told by another guy friend that does like me that if i told E how i felt about him and the understanding of our friendship that what i was suppose to give him would not matter. That E would still be my friend and accept what i was saying and things would work out for me. well, guess what i have not heard from E since I told him everything and so G(guy who likes me) started bad mouthing E and saying somethings that was towards me so even though right now for the time im not talking to E after 3 years of friendship of we do/dont have i stood up for him and now G is pissed off. yes some stuff should have been said and was true but he did take it too far. I just hope E does realize before and if i decide to go that i will always be his friend and he can call when ever. i just hope what G said was true and all our friendship was onesided and that was my side and E just took whatever he could from it.