I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!
So nothing and I MEAN NOTHING is good in my life. I am thinking what the fuck have I gotten into with my one class because it is a 4/520 class that is like the 3 longest fucking hours of my life. I have heard nothing from the boy who I broke down and texted and called with no response. Maybe my call tone "LOSER" is the right one for me because that is what I have been feeling like. As I see it I can disappear tomorrow and would not care if no one missed me because it seems like no one does miss me. It is like when it is convent for them for me to be there and get what they want then that is when I am called. But when I need them I get the blow off. I wish I could just fade away. I have been thinking about dropping out of school and it is only the first week. Nothing is going right in my life from work to school to home and personal. But no one cares and it is like at times this is just a waste because no one ever reads this it is like I just do it for myself for venting. I have to get goin to class maybe just maybe I will add later....If I am around.