argh
So today is just one of those days where i slept too much after i got out of class
and now i just feel over emotional and i dont know why. i cant wait to come home this weekend and see my parents. I dont think i am gonna go out to the bar, i dont really want to i just wanna see my mom and dad and a few other ppl and that is it. I had such a great weekend and now i just feel like shit and i wanna cry and just lay around and not care to do anything at all. i want so much stuff right now i A. cant afford B. dont need C. its out of my reach and my hands
i just dont know anything anymore. its like everything i wanted school wise is here and i just want to come home every weekend.....it would be ok if i had a job up here....buti dont and part of that is me cuz i have not been looking the last two weeks and everything is just amounting to too much and starting to wreak havoc on my emotions so i dont know
i think theo and i are gonna go out by ourselves it looks like to have a beer and chill out, which i think will be good. i miss that kid more than a fat kid misses cake on a low fat low cal diet......
Empty Space by Jason Wade...Lifehouse
too late to hide - and too tired to care - take what you've learned and forget the rest - take what you see - of what's left of me - you know where I've been - and I don't want to go there again - you're beautiful - you're confusing - you're illogical - you're amazing - and I've seen the world - it's overrated - until you're everything - I have nothing - but an empty space - I've been down - this road before - all that I've found points right back to you - I've watched you move - from down below - where do I go from here - I guess I'll find out as I go - you're beautiful - you're confusing - you're illogical - you're amazing - and I've seen the world - it's overrated - until you're everything - I have nothing - but an empty space - you're beautiful - you're confusing - you're illogical - you're amazing - and I've seen the world - it's overrated - until you're everything - I have nothing - until you're everything - I have nothing - but an empty space
and now i just feel over emotional and i dont know why. i cant wait to come home this weekend and see my parents. I dont think i am gonna go out to the bar, i dont really want to i just wanna see my mom and dad and a few other ppl and that is it. I had such a great weekend and now i just feel like shit and i wanna cry and just lay around and not care to do anything at all. i want so much stuff right now i A. cant afford B. dont need C. its out of my reach and my hands
i just dont know anything anymore. its like everything i wanted school wise is here and i just want to come home every weekend.....it would be ok if i had a job up here....buti dont and part of that is me cuz i have not been looking the last two weeks and everything is just amounting to too much and starting to wreak havoc on my emotions so i dont know
i think theo and i are gonna go out by ourselves it looks like to have a beer and chill out, which i think will be good. i miss that kid more than a fat kid misses cake on a low fat low cal diet......
Empty Space by Jason Wade...Lifehouse
too late to hide - and too tired to care - take what you've learned and forget the rest - take what you see - of what's left of me - you know where I've been - and I don't want to go there again - you're beautiful - you're confusing - you're illogical - you're amazing - and I've seen the world - it's overrated - until you're everything - I have nothing - but an empty space - I've been down - this road before - all that I've found points right back to you - I've watched you move - from down below - where do I go from here - I guess I'll find out as I go - you're beautiful - you're confusing - you're illogical - you're amazing - and I've seen the world - it's overrated - until you're everything - I have nothing - but an empty space - you're beautiful - you're confusing - you're illogical - you're amazing - and I've seen the world - it's overrated - until you're everything - I have nothing - until you're everything - I have nothing - but an empty space