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So...I don't really have that much time to write in here. I normally don't update this much. Actually...now that I think about it...I update this almost as much as I do Xanga, if not the same amount, which isn't that much. Anywho...I dunno. I just need to vent but I don't really have a place to do that. I mean, if I vent on here or Xanga, I sound as though I'm complaining. If I do it in person, who would wanna hear that? I don't like burdening other people with my problems. I dunno...life's just frustrating right now. With the end of the year nearing, alot of things are coming to a close/getting gradually more stressful/hectic as the end of the school year approaches. Spanish is frustrating me because I don't feel like I'm making enough progress in my speaking ability although I go to "Mesa" enough and I try to talk when I can in case. It's really discouraging when I don't have the ability to be spontaneous yet in my Spanish speaking quite as much as some of the others do. Plus, it's hard when I haven't been out of the country yet (and won't be able to til junior year) to practice the language, while others have or have some sort of relative that teaches Spanish or something like that. I dunno...I think i'm gonna email my teacher about that and talk to her about that concern. See what I can do yet to improve or at least show that I'm really trying to. I talked to one of my friends on campus like an hour ago before I came back to dorm about this thing although she's not in Spanish.
Other than that, classes are just keeping me super busy. I've got such a greater sense of time management these days, but what's frustrating about that is my lack of free time. I almost feel bad when I take breaks sometimes cuz in the back of my mind, I know there's about a million things I need to get done. Sometimes I wonder if something's wrong with me that I can't seem to get ahead so that I don't worry about this stuff as much. There's a few other general things that are on my mind but I'm not gonna share them here. I'm sure it's not that important anyway...and I already broke that "idea" that I wasn't going to vent on here when I started talking about my frustrations in Spanish. I guess that scheduling for fall semester of next year is also sorta confusing too. I mean we schedule pretty soon and I'm sort of trying to figure how to best plan my classes so that I don't get stressed. At the same time, I don't wanna take too little or too many things. It's stupid that they don't count Bio Lab and Choir as credits. Choir at least I think should count if you're in it all year. I just seems fair for all the work we put in. I dunno...I'm gonna shut up already cuz I've already babbled way too freaking much. There are many more worse things in this world to be concerned with than my stupid rantings. I'm done...I applaud you if you were really that bored as to read this and I apologize for it as well lol
Pues, vale (Alright)...Adios mis amigos y hasta luego,
Laura
P.S. I apologize now for my slightly pessimistic mood today. Just too much to be thinking about lately...
P.P.S. I love this song
Other than that, classes are just keeping me super busy. I've got such a greater sense of time management these days, but what's frustrating about that is my lack of free time. I almost feel bad when I take breaks sometimes cuz in the back of my mind, I know there's about a million things I need to get done. Sometimes I wonder if something's wrong with me that I can't seem to get ahead so that I don't worry about this stuff as much. There's a few other general things that are on my mind but I'm not gonna share them here. I'm sure it's not that important anyway...and I already broke that "idea" that I wasn't going to vent on here when I started talking about my frustrations in Spanish. I guess that scheduling for fall semester of next year is also sorta confusing too. I mean we schedule pretty soon and I'm sort of trying to figure how to best plan my classes so that I don't get stressed. At the same time, I don't wanna take too little or too many things. It's stupid that they don't count Bio Lab and Choir as credits. Choir at least I think should count if you're in it all year. I just seems fair for all the work we put in. I dunno...I'm gonna shut up already cuz I've already babbled way too freaking much. There are many more worse things in this world to be concerned with than my stupid rantings. I'm done...I applaud you if you were really that bored as to read this and I apologize for it as well lol
Pues, vale (Alright)...Adios mis amigos y hasta luego,
Laura
P.S. I apologize now for my slightly pessimistic mood today. Just too much to be thinking about lately...
P.P.S. I love this song