.i've.become.comfortably.numb.
so another horrible day in the making....
I had to go in early today for minstels and of course mr. lil snapped on me and anna so yea... and i get down in my hall and alex still ignores me... he totally took it the wrong way and i wouldnt be surprised if someone made it seem that way... but i pray that she wouldnt be that decietful and mean and anything that fits a person who'd do that. but anyways then i had a chemistry quiz which i bombed...
and it didnt get better... ppl started pissin at me becuz they were mad at the whole turnabout situation... so yea... im on al's side though... i understand what happend! IT WASNT AL'S DESICION! DUMBASS! its andy's house... hes not about to invite strangers in! theres a no brainer... and no im not jus sayin this cuz i was on the list... cuz im not even goin most likely! so stick that up your trap...
GAWD! IF YOU DONT LIKE PLANS PPL MAKE DONT BE IN OUR GROUP! *shakes head*
so yea... im sry for my friends that are upset but ^^^^^ thats for someone im completley pissed at... bitch... anywhore...
at the end of the day i found out alex said no... idk i wasnt really hurt but i felt sooo bumv for thinkin even as friends he would go wit me... i guess eveyoner else got my hopes up... and so did i... but i think i finally learned this time... i hope...
i come home to my parents yellin again... lol al by the way he said what we were talkin about in study hall yesterday.. but he said it today! lol so yea...
if anyone really cares... my birthday is in 16 days...