Feb 25, 2005 13:23
so yeah... i had a very interesting night last night
Alex got his internet back and he started to talk to me... which idk kinda caught me off gaurd, but that didnt catch me as off gaurd as to what he talked to me about...
Alex~ i hope everything works out in the end and that you both are happy! and i mean that very sincerly! Good Luck!
so yeah... in a couple of hours i have to sing the national anthem... not too thrilled... i have brhoncitus... my parents dont know, i try my hardest not to be sick around them.. they're really busy this weekend and i dont wanna bother them so ill wait till like mon or tues. but so im try to prac... tryin to find a range... i jus hope i dont coughin uncontrolably in the middle of the song...
so yeah... im jus a lil worried about the whole musical thing and then college stuff... even though im only a soph... but i still worry ahead of time... im worried about money.. my parents... even though they think i dont care about them anymore... i really do... then i worry about London... and grades... and just almost everything... cuz lately things take their turns for the worst and i dont want them to i dont like being worried all the time... ppl think im depressed when really im jus really worried... but yea...
Lord,
Misreremei Misrere Misreremei Misreremei