andrea's birthday away
i miss her!!!
this is prolly the first birthday in 14 years that we have spent apart
in a way...that kinda sucks....but i'm happy that she is having a good time where she is =)
i work way to fuckin much
in a two week period...i managed to work 96 hours
...::: concidering that there are only 336 hours in two weeks:::...
and that i prolly spend about 140 of those hours sleeping... lets do the math shall we?
140 -sleeping
plus
96 - working
equals
236
288 - hours in two weeks(-2 days off)
minus
236 - hours of working and sleeping
equals
52 - hours of free time
that avgs. to about 4 hours per day of free time
that sucks.
so in the free time i do have...i try to go out....and cut into my sleep time...but that only works on the weekends
but i got a lot done today
i paid my bills so my credit won't suck
i stoped my pill membership thing from taking my money from me
mom opened those pills so now she owes me $60
i worked on my banking stuff and i'm trying to find a way to better work on my money stuffs (ie: how to spend my money wiser)
i'm thinking i may need things like health insurence and car insurence
*** a lot of the time i make my self sick thinking about money to the point that i just want to throw it all way***
i see soo little of jeff these days that i start to cry when i have to leave him
i can't wait to see him tomarrow
this is prolly the first birthday in 14 years that we have spent apart
in a way...that kinda sucks....but i'm happy that she is having a good time where she is =)
i work way to fuckin much
in a two week period...i managed to work 96 hours
...::: concidering that there are only 336 hours in two weeks:::...
and that i prolly spend about 140 of those hours sleeping... lets do the math shall we?
140 -sleeping
plus
96 - working
equals
236
288 - hours in two weeks(-2 days off)
minus
236 - hours of working and sleeping
equals
52 - hours of free time
that avgs. to about 4 hours per day of free time
that sucks.
so in the free time i do have...i try to go out....and cut into my sleep time...but that only works on the weekends
but i got a lot done today
i paid my bills so my credit won't suck
i stoped my pill membership thing from taking my money from me
mom opened those pills so now she owes me $60
i worked on my banking stuff and i'm trying to find a way to better work on my money stuffs (ie: how to spend my money wiser)
i'm thinking i may need things like health insurence and car insurence
*** a lot of the time i make my self sick thinking about money to the point that i just want to throw it all way***
i see soo little of jeff these days that i start to cry when i have to leave him
i can't wait to see him tomarrow