Dec 28, 2004 23:38
I seriously dont understand boys.
Okay so i go to work today and i know that donny is working w/ me that night. And right when i get on the floor he comes up to me and is like "you and i are closing together tonight." and i just look at him and smile and i think i said "I see" and then he goes "i'll be your soup master" and i just laugh and say okay and walk away.
So then we get really busy at work and i really dont have time to talk to him he seemed really stressed out but he would smirk at me when we walked past eachother and he even winked once. So then it started to slow down and we got a chance to chill a bit. and we were on the one side station and he starts doing some weird dance type thing and i'm like "uhh?? are you going to be okay?" and hes' like "well i had to do or say something" and i just laughed at him.
Then at the end we were filling our parmesian cheeses and i was like "so out of couriosity what did sherita all say to you?" and he was like
"well what did she tell you i said" and i was like
"well she said she didnt remember most of it" and then he was like
"well she basically said that you wanted to know my status if i had a girl friend, if there was a thrid party or not and i'm sure she told you that"
and i was like "well yeah some of it. some of it i already knew from you telling me"
and then he goes "she also asked if i was open for dating but i couldnt help but laugh becasue i've never been on a real date before and to say it the way she did made me sound like (i dont remember what he said here, something like open for business i think)."
and so then i was just like "yeah that is a weird way of wording things, hold on i need to check on my tables"
and hten i had to go check on my tables and i came back and he was still there and he was like "was there anything else you were wondering about or wanting to ask?"
and i was like "no that's all"
and so we sat in silence filling our cheeses and htne he said somthing like
"nothing like filling cheeses side by side at work" or something, i dont remember it didnt really make sence and i think the whole situation made him feel weird. So then we go off to finish closing and i'm checking out and he comes up to me and is like "okay i'm done w/ everything"
and i was like "are you sure?? cause if your not well then that's it your fired!" and he just laughed and i was like "ha like you care" and he was like "no no i care" and so then i was like "alright, see ya" and he said bye. then he back liek two minutes later and was like "I'm just double checking that i had to do soups, oil and viniger and then my condos right?" and i was like "yep that's it" and he seemed to be really hesitant and then iw as like "well do you work tomorrow?" and he said
"no i have off" so i said
"well have a great time in boston then"
and he was like "you dont work on thursday?"
and i said "nope i have off"
and then he was like "oh well okay have a good new years, thanks again for picking up my shift" and i was lke "yeah you too, no problem you owe me big" and hten he was like "well you'll need the money (or soemthing like that) but thanks" and then he reached out to shake my hand so i gave him a weird look and shook it back. i should have done what he did last night and just gave him a hug but paul and candice were right there.
It was just a really really weird vibe like i honestly DONT KNOW what he is thinking. like he totally just acted as if we were friends but he came back a second time when he didnt have too and previously through the night he was still flirting. I DONT KNOW I REALLY DONT KNOW.
LIKE WHAT ELSE was he expecting me to ask when he asked if i had any more questions??? I mean if he wants i will ask him out on a flippin date but i mean he already knows i like him so why doesnt he do it. I'm the one that's not sure about his thoughts toward me.
Jillian was also working tonight so i had my hawk eye out. He didnt seem to be as flirty w/ her but i did see them talking a cpl times, which i mean yeah that's what co workers do but i think she knows now that i like him adn now he doesnt know what to think about anything so he's a bit standoffish cause he doesnt want to get anyone else involoved. I DONT KNOW!!!!!!
FLIPPIN A!!!!
So okay i wont see him for a week. i have a week to grow big ass balls and just ask him out on a flipping date!
He said he wanted to go to some blues clubs before he left so i think i'll just ask him out to go to one of the local blues clubs or something. he's been to the green mill once when he was here visiting so i'll take him somewhere else.
Alrighty well i need to go get some more work done and hten hit the hay.
OI STUPID BOYS!!!!!!!!!!
GOSH