Sep 07, 2007 05:58
I haven’t been writing any blogs lately for a few reasons that I’m (still) leaving unsaid. I know that’s rude to tempt you with the possibilities of knowing what’s been going on inside my melon. Sorry but I'll bring everybody up to date quickly as I can. At the moment it’s late (well, early) & I should have went to sleep hours ago.
The major events that has happened:
August 18th - My brother, Bryan got married to Sarah. After the wedding reception my dad, step-mom, & I drove the bride & groom to their hotel, only to find out that Bryan wasn’t going to wake up on his own. I had to call 911 & we all spent the night in the Lapeer hospital because Bryan had alcohol poisoning.
August 23rd - Steve & I went up to Mt. Pleasant for the Central Michigan University surplus sale the on Friday & camped out in the parking lot for 14 fucking hours. I cried, I bitched, he laid on the guilt, he got angry... No fun, I was about to call my mommy!!! (That’s never even crossed my mind before!!!)
August 24th to the 26th - Friday Steve & I went to the sale where I brought my mom a $50 laptop. Saturday I woke up with a sore throat & a headache. I didn’t think anything of it & did what Steve wanted. By Sat. night I had the flu, fever, chills, body ache, & felt like absolute shit. We were camping out on his sister’s floor by the way. On Sunday, Steve & I went to his great grandpa’s 100th birthday party. I still had the flu & did what Steve wanted (again).
August 27th - I woke up to get ready for college classes (1st day of the fall semester) to find out I wasn’t going to go. My left foot had gotten infected somehow & I had to go to the hospital instead of school! Fucking shit, can I get a break?! Oh fuck no man!!! Luckily I was able to make it to 2 out of my 4 classes after going to the ER. Steve took me, poor bastard didn’t know I planned on breaking up with him the next day.
August 28th & 29th - Went to college both days for 1 class on each day. On Tuesday, Steve had gone home & later that night I did break up with him. He didn’t make me happy... I wasn’t going to torture myself with staying in an unhappy & unhealthy relationship.
Labor Day weekend - Saturday my mom, sisters, & my mom’s boyfriend, Mark stayed the night. They all left by 11:30am Sunday though. Sunday night my grandma, Willie had dinner with her friends & I at the house. Monday I slept... No classes because of the holiday.
As far as dentist appointments, I’ve had 3 in that time span. Right now I have stitches in my mouth from having 2 teeth pulled & the socket preserved (for implants later). Believe me you don’t want to know what goes on to preserves the socket. I’ve told people & they cringe & wince. The stitches hurt everyday but I’ll get them removed on the morning of Sept. 13th. Advil has been my friend 2 to 3 times a day! Classes are going well & I’m loving having a schedule in my life again. This summer was awe-some thanks to friends & being able to hang out & visit so much. Now I have to buckle down & get serious for the next 4 months! I’ll write more often now that I’m free to do so. Thankfully I shook off my beast of burden & realized being happy is healthy. Just because I want love, doesn’t mean I’ll fuck anybody! -Yes, that’s mean but that’s the truth & the truth is always better than lies!!!