Feb 05, 2005 23:07
Mood: dull
Music: stuck in my head, kelly clarkson, that i want to listen to, tbs
Thoughts: I don't feel like being on my computer right now, but in away i do... I wonder what tommorow will be like... God why can't I just be happy.
Annoyance: blinking im boxes
Worry: blinking im boxes, writting back to chrissy in time, science project
Amusment: this quiz, my eyedropper type thingy
Hope: 1 week untill winter vaca, will my wish come true?
Conversations: sara and i, tlaking about absolutley nothing cause I'm so boring lol.
Longing:
What should you be doing right now, but your not? Getting ready for bed, brushing my teeth, setting my alarm to 7am caus eim going grocery shopping with my mom tommorow morning.
How was your day? Good, it wasn't exciting, but atleast it was a day.
What's next to you? pile or clothes, my piano, tele, pens... lots of pens.
What do you look like? taking pictures, drawing pictures, singing untill i lose my voice, then singing some more until its just so damn perfect.
How long is your hair? alittle over 3 and a half inches
Do you like the way you look? dark brown hair, blue/green eyes, 5' 9", thin but healthy, pale, but not ghsotly pale, good smile, but small feet
how do you act? sometimes like a moron, but when im just myself im kinda boring, ubnless you start talking to me, i'll talk, you just have to say the right things.
Do you like who you are? no, i wish i could guy talk better, it would be nice to not be so low key.
do your friends like who you are? they should, they are my friends.
Are you happy? now? I'm content, I'm not peeing with enjoyment though.
whats your biggest pet peeve or annoyance? I don't have a 1 one pet peeve, but the first one I can think of is noesy ligh fictures, but I have alot more where that came from.
Do you keep your own secrets? hell yea, I have to.
Do you keep other's secrets? Yes..... for a certain amount of time.. lol
Do you have a best friend? yes, ofcourse I have plenty
What clique do you want to belong in? I don't want to belong in a clique, but it would be cool to be a smart kid.
Name one person who has changed your life for the better: probably sara, cause she the only one I ever really talk to recently about big life altering events.
do you have an accent? i don't know, I guess i'd have a new england accent if I went somewhere else
any speech problems? I tend to talk quietly, mumble, I don't like speakign loud, its embarassing
Would you say you were smarter than most people you know? no, not really, depends on the people I guess
How about prettier? no, I don't even know how I look.
whats your most major accomplishment? getting my black belt in karate, recieving two art awards, making it into central disricts, those are all about eqaul to me.
What is your biggest regret? no taking ice skating for longer when I was little,so i could take hockey today, not asking my parents for piano lessons when I was little, so i could sight read better.
School..
What school do you go to? Sutton memorial high school
Are you popular? no
whos/was your favorite teacher? mr. perrin this year, in all my years, mrs. masters, cause she actually cared when i was doign bad in math, and made me want to do better.
Who is/was your least favorite teacher? this year, mrs connan and our new french teacher, i dont hate them, i just dont understand them well as teachers, in all my years, mrs. kelly, she was mean to me.
What is your favorite subject? art
What is your least favorite subject? science
what is your GPA? I dont know, I havn't got one yet, but it probably wont be bad.
you play any school sports? no
Have you gone to prom? no
Have you gotten into a fight? not really
Have you ever gotten suspended? no
Who..
Do you rely on most? My parents
Do you trust most? I trust alot of people
Do you tell everything to? Alyssa, Sara
Do you love? no one other than family and friends
who do you like? No one
Do you hate? No one
Do you just want to smack for being stupid? Jenna, cause lynn has no one to romm with now, and that sorta makes me feel bad.
Would you kill if you got the chance? omg, no one, thats awful
Take a bullet for? probably anyone, cause i probably wouldn't have a choice lol
Make you want to kill yourself? I don't think like that anymore
Makes you laugh the most? Sara, tammy
Make you cry the most? movies lol
Makes you happy no matter what? anyone can, really
Can you..
Juggle? occasionally
Speak your mind? if i so damn desire to
Cry in front of people? i really don't have a choice when i start crying lol
Sing high? yes, but i still wish i could sing higher
Sing low? yea, but i don't care that i can sing so damn low
Sing at all? yea, i should be able to atleast, i only practice every freakin day for a minimum, 3 hours.
Slow dance? yea
Break dance? actually, i probably might be able to
Waterski? never have
Lie and get away with it? no, i don't like lying, telling the thruth is alot easier, even when it seems so damn hard.